Session (EST)
January 3, 2010 - 11:00pm - January 4, 2010 - 12:00am
Neverywhere, 00000
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A meditation with the intent to make contact. Please describe your meditation experience here.
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I love the drawing
And there's the 'A' again (re: John Topp), hmm. I had the idea this time to bring my notebook too. I've noticed that the need to remember and speak about these experiences adds quite a challenge. Moreso than I first thought. My notebook remained on the table beside me though. I normally lie down when meditating, and it's been so cold here that I've been using my sleeping bag as a blanket.
This session was not very successful for me. I had such a hard time calming my mind, that I finally sat up after a half hour or so and got back to what I was doing before. I was studying the history and construction of barns all day (and I really am not sure why). But there is a state my mind gets into when I'm captivated by a project that is so engaged that it's difficult to switch gears. I couldn't get the motes and beams out of my eye, so to speak. The smell of hay, August light shimmering through cracks in the siding. Melancholy of nostalgia for simple times, perhaps. I have been preoccupied with material concerns this week.
I thought of John Topp too
I thought of John Topp too when the A with the feet showed up......
and that was how I felt too like getting back to what I was doing.... but I feel like it's ok... we are still setting our intentions, we are still working towards meeting in this place.... And I just know we will see the day come when it becomes more real... and before you know it, we'll just teleport..
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here we are inside the dance of our creation.






my experience
I will admit that I have so much happening in my life I do not have a great focus right now for meditation.. My room is right next to the tv room and every sound from the living room filters through like there is not even a wall.... that the other things... so hard to find my quiet space at this point..
Last nights meditation found me staring at a line that began to move and dance in a specific pattern (that I tried to draw (in the blue line.) I followed this moving line until it became a path in the woods at night and passed a tree, where off in the distance I could see the remnants of the sunsetting.
The path lead to a fire, that was burning bright with a circle of stones sitting around.. but I could not find anyone there..... then I saw the number 3, but it was a specific kind of 3 with a flat top cap.... after that I saw and A.. and the A had feet...
that was it..
so dont laugh (;even though I am;) as I show you the picture I was drawing with my eyes closed while I was doing the meditation...
and upon further reflection as I look at the drawing of the fire, I can see someone else sitting there....
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here we are inside the dance of our creation.