Birth Parents

I had my first dream of speaking to/meeting my birth mother. She admitted to me that she was my birth mother (she was around my same age). Unbelievably, my dream decided that she and my birth father had conceived me during the shoot of a porno movie. I had the thought that I wanted to find him. The last thought I remember was wow, my birth mother had a hard life and was still generous enough and courageous to haveme.
Of course this isn't the real story. I don't know them nor have I ever met them. I have a one paragraph letter from the adoption agency from 1968 with minor physical, racial and educational details. Addendum: In one five years ago, I saw her, plump, Portuguese woman with strikingly black hair sitting on the side of a bed in a room with turquoise (deeper) covered walls. Maybe I'm going to search for her now?