the sitting man

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Anonymous
January 20, 2010

The following is a recount of a peculiar event the other night. i apologize for its detail, but as a psychological student I am used to in-depth research accounts. The following is taken from my personal records:

The previous night had trouble sleeping, until I lay on my stomach, head facing to the left. In viscous blanket of deepening sleep I soon registered an alien dialogue in my mind. The tone & cadence were both dissimilar to mine; more forceful and frantic. It seemed agitated. Once i realized the voice was not mine (I've since forgotten what he had said) i awoke. Without moving, just opening my eyes, the first sight I saw in my darkened room was a man sitting in a chair. He had short brown curly hair and was only seen from the torso up. This, keep in mind was after i awoke. He faced my bookcase and seemed to pay me no mind. He did not reassemble into the images of perceived reality as most abnormal visions oft do once you focus on them, instead the vision remained for appx. 3.5 seconds before returning to the empty bean bag chair. Tension immediately increased.

Later i assumed a correlation between the internal dialogue and the sitting man seen directly afterward. I then tried to invoke the sitting man and his dialogue. With closed eyes i saw a tall house with dark green boarded windows. As i focused in on the house his voice returned, but it was jumbled, words on top of themselves, sounding like a burst of angry static. Perhaps he wished to retain his anonymity and privacy. With this sensation an intense anger and tense agitation consumed me.

After consciously focusing on releasing his presence, form of banishing, the anger and tension slowly ebbed from my psyche near 4 in the a.m. Increasing fatigue may have contributed to the increasing relief but it was not until the banishment that this occurred. the sitting man has appeared since.

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Well? And then? Tell us

Well? And then? Tell us more. I am interested to know why he had first appeared of himself, then got angry when you paid attention to him and tried to call him...

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