Mind's Sigh

Lately, I been feeling my wings link their invisible ink in synch with my page
But maybe its just my age
And of late, I been staying up late trying to sate that which makes me hate and inhibits what i create
But maybe its just my state

You see, I have trouble at times
with my self-perpetuating self
It centres on my I and I cant climb high enough to reach beyond my trilateral combine
Id - Ego - Super Ego
Pulling me like three horses through courses with no causes
It recourses to excite my iron cast I
But maybe I can try
To make these three synergise between my eyes and shed my sense of I
Threading the needle of my third eye
And connecting to my other selves

Schism schema scratching at my door
Imploring more to pour from this vessel
Taking strides to realise that this test will
Score me more for stepping through this door

And now I'm in another place
Replaced by wasted chase
I got the good grace to race myself and find another brother
Inside my mind of my gaian earth mother
She's like no other
But I step on her when I hide inside the veiled cave
Reality is mine apple eye thine
Lost in a science of signs

And where do we go from here?
Above as below, all paradoxical flow
Resolved?
I'm not so sure
Oh Shit! I shut the door
My once cleansed infinite perception ascension leaked from a gap in my holy soul
And now I fight I and I
Trying to inhale the wisdom of my Rastafarai
Jah blessed my skies so oracles could fly higher than the bind of that religious lie
Yet Buddha sits inside my mind, aligned, refined, spread spined, to remind my Zion lines to find my inner me
An alchemy, in a soliloquy that feeds me umbillically
So I can be lyrically...lateral?
As sure as I can....be