DMT

first time i smoked dmt i was extreemley scared purley because i didnt know if i wa sgonna come back or what was going to happen i just knew i had burning questions and true unrest about what is happening to this planet and well humanity as a whole so i smoked it with the intention of finding out how to save this world.

this is how it went

ash over the gauz in the pipe
dmt over the ash
weed over the dmt

I toke my first toke and instantly felt every molecule in my body vibrating
i toke my second toke this feeling went from my body to the entire room i could see that everything was made up of vibrating particles, i took my third toke as i let this out it was like the biggest breath out i have ever had i felt my self fall back as if i had passed out i was filled with a feeling of fear, my body became completley paralized wich also freaked me out i couldnt move at all and started to panic but then just darkness, i then see to my side like a sort of hexagon/octogon spinning filled with different coulrs of the same shape infact it was more like light's of the same shape but in many different colours what came rizing from the centre of this was, well the only way i can describe it is a slighley 50's rocker type person wearing star sun glass's ( i belive this could be my ego) it wasnt there for long then from the middle of these shapes came what i belive was something like shiva or the divine femanine in the yoga tree position made up of the most beutiful light i then noticed to my right two pyramids of what i can only describe as energy they looked alot like the darkside of the moon cover , from the centre of them shooting upwards was this rainbow i willied myself into this raindbow as soon as i entered it i was shot up at an incredible speed then i was in darkness again but i felt this presence it kept jumping forward and checking me out then going back i could see what i can only describe as a ball of pure energy , its colour was blue i think this was either a spirit guid or maybe even my first encounter with my higher being i let it know it was ok to come over and see me so it did then, this is were it gets mad it started showing me my mind except it was sorrounded by bars, the energy kept removing the bars but was showing me my subconsouce was putting the bars back, it went over so many thing sin my mind showing me this and that it let me know that i had such a battle going on in my mind that i wasnt quite ready to understand what it had to show me, i disagreed and said i was so it went over everything again showing me the battle in my mind this time when it said your not ready boom it was like i jumped back into the room but in actuall fact i just sat up iv taken it again since but havent quite got that experiance because of fear and also becaue of ego. also i was made a were of a symbol that was like a mixture between pi and a symbol for a circuit but a 1 of the lines were squiglly. any way i have alot more to post but i will do it another time. sorry about the lack of punctuation and bad spelling

Peace ,love , unity