2012 preminitions in deep meditation

So I have my own methods of meditation, one which I was in deeply last night whose phenomena correlated to some experiences I've had during meditation from this summer and last year, I feel it resonates with 2012... They are these understandings that we're unifying our perspectives into a point where we will all become a unified viewer of this as it happens. Its as if our personalities will fall into this point of equality and those who fear the equality will have to be pulllled into it. Its like this physical nature of time and space is going to change based upon this unification of perspective, like the universe will become aware of itself because people will become aware of our unified consciousness. For those whose perspective is unified, this change in time/space will be made almost instantaneously, but for those who fear and who complexify their perspective away from the integration will experience something I do not think will be very pleasent. For some reason the wind matches up with my mediations, if I ever become fearful break my focus of belief and peace, the wind will kick up and blow the pages of my notebook I write my thoughts into during these meditations. I feel as if this wind will kick up at this 2012 moment for these un-integrated people, I really do not know why, and I almost think I sound crazy talking about these kinds of things. The first time I had this type of phenomena of the wind correlating to 2012, I brushed it aside as a misinterpretation of what was "coming to me" from my meditation.

I have seen our evolution of wanting to come toghether, and through this organization I am involved in, am currently working on this process for it to happen as quickly as possible, though in my meditations it's almost as if the world is about to be shocked by a thing that's just taken as some type of new age idea that everyone brushed aside and didnt get worked up about. What I felt was as if I have nooo idea what I'm getting myself into, like it's some mistake to come together, like creating divisions could keep it (2012) from ever coming and essentially that we all really have no idea what's about to happen.. and I just laughed at myself because I have not yet had sufficience evidence in my own mind to let me believe that 2012 is THE date this evolution is going to occur, but I feel it's going to have to happen eventually, whether or not we want to come toghether or divide ourselves up. So we MUST come together, in confidence.

Does anyone else have any correlation with any of their prophetic understnadings of 2012?