The Flow

Halloween party T-20 minutes. Molly ingested (MDMA) its coming up in me as I jam on the piano and it hits me. I got to remind my roommate about the upcoming science and religion discussion on thursday. He's real cool, doesn't do much in the way of activism or even speaking but rather as a presence that exists in the universe, he works to be more perfect.

We got to some talking, and then I wanted to know about his original experience that got him seeking truth, the one he had when he was high alone in his dorm room first semester his freshman year of college. He said in that experience he was feeling his negative karma being done on to him, then he let it go.. because he had felt it.

Before I got that out of him we sat down on our couch, he couldn't yet answer the question because he had to achieve the same level of flow that I was on being on molly. He says "it is like chemistry, if people have not reached the same level of flow, they are not yet friends, they have not yet met," When you're on molly you call it rolling. But Amir says it is Love it is Enlightenment. It reminded me of higher vibration, in fact my shoelace was vibrating, he pointed that out. He was trying very hard to reach my slowness of flow, breathing and calming himself, he said it felt very intense, and as he was pointing it out, it was enlightening me as I was realizing its existence. He has given a name to a phenomenon, form to an abstraction, that is definitely real, and now he has shared it with me, I can share it with you. And he says sometimes people can go in and out of Flow, as if it were in and out of being Soul. I told him I felt he had discovered this, and he replied, "I think anyone who is enlightened has discovered it." "We're born with really slow flow, it speeds up naturally, we have to discover it or else it will keep speeding up, why wouldn't you want to be like a kid, why wouldn't you want to be innocent?" He says after he explains how he enjoys being around children, reaching their level of flow. (I recorded the 25 minute conversation, the party seemed pretty insignificant afterwords)

I was on molly a few weeks back with my new girlfriend, sitting alone in a room talking, and we were really rolling. But it was that Flow it was that Love it was that Enlightenment we were achieving together as people. The trick is to take that and be able to understand it day-to-day without the drugs, that is our challenge now.

When I got to the Halloween party, my flow was quickened, I was unsure of where to be, who to talk to. Then my girlfriend came, and I started explaining the Flow to her. As this was happening, my flow started slowing, and I asked "can you feel that?" she said yes. Then we looked each other in the eyes and then mmmmmmm the flow just slowed down again, and I said "Did you feel it there?" and she said "Yes." It was really amazing.

Conclusion: Rolling on molly = the slowing of flow via MDMA. Slowing of flow = achieving "higher vibration." Realizing flow = enlightenment. The flow = love, because love is all that is, but slowing flow is.... I'm just now adding this in here, I'll ask my roommate later but... I bet slowing flow... at least it feels like to me... is like bringing your energy to the same level of the perfection in the universe that surrounds you.

I want to try to get a bunch of people together to slow our flow together, when you feel it, it makes it easier to understand, but you must experience it, or else these words will do nothing.

"If the truth can be told, as it is understood, then it will be believed"