“In reality, the religious man has become completely helpless. As the result of the suppression of his sexual energy, he has lost his capacity for happiness as well as the aggressiveness necessary to deal with life's difficulties. The more helpless he becomes, the more he is forced to believe in supernatural forces that support and shelter him.” ~ Wilhelm Reich
I feel the earth energy amplifying in my body. The Kundalini life force is coursing through my body at an increased rate. This higher level of vibration pushes through my energy system forcefully. It seems wider than before, and denser. With each earth quake, She releases more of her internal force, asking us to process and release it for her.
I went into a deep hypnogogic state last night before slumber where I was contemplating many different ideas. Time, existence and love. I have recently found a female that I connect with on a very spiritual level, So I thought very hard about what could manifest in this mental union.
Psychologists and New Age practitioners have such an attachment to self-reflection and journaling. These two exercises cannot be undertaken by a warrior dedicated to freedom, they only serve as a distraction to defeat the purpose of freedom. For the rational man to hold steadfastly to his self-image insures his abysmal ignorance. He is afraid of surrendering and being connected with emptiness.
What does it mean to be a healer? This is a question I have been asking myself ever since I found an interest in the healing arts, as well as the awakening of consciousness. After two years of deep transformation, I find myself wondering how I can share this beautiful wisdom and love with other people, that others might be able to experience the similar awakenings.
I have thought for many hours on the secret to the universe, life and energy. Researching quantum mechanics and introspectively through psychedelics and meditation. I have created a model that i will attempt to explain as best I can though it is difficult for me to even fully understand it.
Before I even knew about Evolver I wrote in my journal that I felt that there was a change happening in me, I could feel it seeping in, as if through my pores...I didn't know what it was, but I could feel it, slowly, but nevertheless happening. I have always been in tune with my dreams and intuition at a young age, but I never thought I could make it grow stronger.
Dance, dance dance!!! I have danced all my life. From high school dances to clubs to techno raves to drum circles around the fire, in the woods, on the beach and in the desert. I’ve danced under the light of the moon, in the sun, in the wind, the rain and in the snow. I’ve danced in ceremony and prayer, sober and altered and through entheogenic journeys.
I read this blog several weeks ago. It is actually what led me to register on evolver.net. As ideas of community have been bouncing around in my mind for a while now, I bookmarked it until I had some time to do some more snooping around the internet and to think about how I actually would express myself on the idea.
This is a video Greeting from Ryan Wartena Ph.D. - Chemical Engineer, and energy visionary, sharing with the Evolvers his motivation for "Taking Back the Power." Enjoy the empowerment.
12/2009
Produced by Evolver Los Angeles™
who reminds you to 'Remember to Evolve Responsible'
I am writing this post on the longest night of the year, energized by this evening’s solstice gathering where the message was clear: let go of your old ways of thinking, and integrate that which lingers in your past, awaiting your attention.
Sat for 20 minutes. Thoughts: more paintings, bigger paintings, why so much attention to external energies/people, why worrying, tired, worth being tired, breathing. Space, travel. Money. Will there be enough? Doubt.
For a short while my thoughts were light and the sensation of my hands passing through my legs occurred. Was able to come back via the breath.
Today at work I took a break from peering at my computer screen and looked out my office window. From the 38th floor of my building in New York City’s Financial District, I can gaze upon the glory of Manhattan, from downtown skyscrapers all the way to the fabled Empire State and Chrysler buildings of Midtown.
Today was different though.
A new perspective presented itself.
"Banish the word 'struggle' from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
We are the ones we have been waiting for." — Hopi elders
