If we arbitrarily split 2012 in half, we are left with the twenty card, or Time-Space in Voyager Tarot, and the twelve card, the Hanged Man. Twenty is what I often refer to as our litmus test in life, to see just where we are at with things, while twelve is the “big surrender.” How willing are you to surrender to what the divine has in store for you?
I was asked by my spiritual teacher to visualize what balance looked like in my life. At the time, I felt very much out of balance between my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies and was out of alignment. I also was in a bad place with work and knew I needed to get back to a health balance.
...yesterday, when the Moon was in a trine aspect to Neptune and also when the Moon via Transit, entered my 12th house of my Lunar Return chart, something vuuuuury mysterious began to envelop me......
As someone who has used willpower most of her life to get things done, I know what it feels like to push productivity, to force something into completion. Generally, this way of operating works, it gets things done, it produces results. But it’s not always pleasant.
A very large obstacle to living a positive and expansive existence is one's self, the small self, the ego. The ego positions itself as all knowing, and benevolent. It's watching out for you, making everything about you. But in all truth it is really just getting in the way.
We all strive to comprehend fundamental aspects of our Being; origin, purpose, possibilities ... and yet, at times, our so-called search can be the very thing that keeps us from true understanding. "So-called," I say, because often times we continue to look in the same places over and over, thinking in the same old ways. How can something so mechanical, so habitual, be called a search?
"Banish the word 'struggle' from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
We are the ones we have been waiting for." — Hopi elders
