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Bio

raised to be a southern baptist minister was heavily abused as a child went to nine schools from 7 to 12 grade endless mental disorders, punk rock and bruce lee started my awakening thrown out of house was homeless joined air force worked with attack drug and bomb dogs as military police saw a heap of wierd top secret stuff started playing music and doing tattoos got thrown out of air force did every kind of crap job till started tattooing professionally had psychedelic experience travelled the world took too much ended up schizo and homeless was nursed back to health by friends focused on art and music found robert venosas book illuminatus saw everything i had been trying to paint immediately went to painting the fantastique in spain he told me how much ayahuesca could help heal me ,and a good facilitataor he knew of said he would be attending a healing soon i felt comfortable going knowing he would be there ,attended ayahuesca ceremonies found amazing transformative healing and realization of my true nature as a musician/performer returned home to put into practice the things i had learned made a bunch of mistakes developed carpal tunnel and tendonitis from years of misuse and ignorance childhood abuse injuries began also flaring up started getting healing my identity was stolen a my soulmatewas in a car accident andhad a nervous breakdown iwas in a slip and fall accident drained my savings and destroyed my credit so could no longer support myself much less get better physically am attempting to overcome try to attend college but cant physically keep up i became a certified hypnotherapist and am attempting to build my practice was assualted and robbed and was choked during am having trouble swallowing and speaking am now trying to heal and get enough money for surgery i make music when i can i miss drawing painting and tattooing espicially tattooing as it was how i supported myself and was in the process of opening a shop when fortune swung the other way i llook to the future with hope and optimism and am excited to be involved in the world again so that i may share my story with others who live in darkness that they may find healing

Skills and talents

singing rhyming public speaking writing interviewing listening working collaberativly hypnotherapy composing guitar bass keyboard drums drum programming pro tools recording mixing mastering tattooing oil acrylic watercolor painting drawing group facilitation air force leadershhip training

Interests

composin ghypnosis collaberating yoga meditation mayan studies entheogens, Singing

What I'm Reading

aya ,the return of quetzalcole the teacings of loa tse the archaic revival the four hour workweek

What I'm Listening To

the voice

Movies I've Seen Recently

southland tales ayahuesca documentaries the black orpheus

Website I'm Into

venosa.com

Education

High school

six differnt shools

College

fullerton college

Additional study

certified hypnotherapist