I hardly ever dislike anybody... but I also hardly ever find someone I can truly connect with. I can become the kind of person I need to be at any given situation. I truly admire intelligent, creative, and spiritual people. I find it hard to forgive. I feel good when I'm able to express myself creatively. I want to spend most of my life traveling. I feel guilty about not doing more to help the world. I know I have a different perception of 'reality' than the majority of people I know. I believe in astrology, numerology, tarot, magic, crop circles, ghosts, aliens, elemental beings, shamanism, spiritual realms, paranormal abilities and conspiracy theories. And I feel bad for people who don't. I can't imagine living in such a boring world. I grew up in a tropical paradise, and I miss it every single day. I feel like moving out of my homeland has caused me to eternally feel like I don't belong anywhere. I seem to attract eccentric people from all walks of life, and I absolutely love that. I believe everything is connected. I have an incessant desire for knowledge. I love meeting people from different cultures and trying to analyze why they have become who they are. I have always been amazed at the fact that we're all floating in space along with a few coloured planets and countless shining stars; and even more amazed at how only a few people seem to notice how incredible that is. I really need to work on being more disciplined. I'm scared of the future. I'm afraid of looking back and regretting not living my life to the fullest. I'm really confused as to whether I should spend so much time and energy trying to be successful within the parameters of our society... or if I should simply ignore it all and live a life of adventure. I have big dreams, so many that I'm not sure which ones to accomplish first. I really don't want to be just another human being on the planet. I want to make a difference. I learn more about who I truly am every single day.