i’m been thinking about creating this (online) magazine for years now . . . Monday, November 17, 2008

THESE ARE MY PERSONAL NOTES . . . mainly for documenting purposes:), they are for no one but myself, but if you are interested, feel free to respond or dialogue on anything written . . .

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online magazine ? ? ?

won tlover srevol tnow

{thoughts that have arisen spontaneously here and not organized in any way in front of me prior to this incarnation of these thoughts and this evolving diagram}

maybe i'll make this into a questionairre or survey or test, or continuing dialogue

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[definitely must have dream discussion or sharing]

personally, what are the hurdles you see necessary to evolve?

what must our species overcome?

....ongoing dialogue between a million people . . .
every quarter publish best of online notes in written journal...

what new systems must be set up, if any?
what rules will "exist"

(how to figure out way of catorgorizing these discussions . . . also rating system to highlight certain passages... the best (part of the final essay)

problems/solutions
poems/links/orgs/trip reports/dreams/essentials...
personal hallucinations

new wave, old timey

shamans:
shamins
pshamins
Shamins: blues/dilemnas/world/unite/dreams/brainstorms/discussions

ME: Chief Running Dialogue

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I"ve had to make a decision - does the physical world or the dream world mean the most? is seems to me that the physical world is just an afterthought . . . in the astral realm and the dream worlds reality is created - collided, meshed, mashed,

yes your thoughts can influence the past which has not yet been looked at yet - but the physical world does no need to be FOUGHT against . . . it needs to be THOUGHT against until the new ideas so overwhelm the old standard that the transition will be smooth for those who can grasp these new ideas that encourage NEW society w/out any of the structure from the old -- So, that's why i don't protest, i dream of new worlds...
but now i want to discuss some ideas w/ the masses - who know more than myself

- remember to all think for yourselves!!!

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what kind of initial directions for discussion ???

-what do we all need to do more of?
-how do we begin to reorganize our lives to be able to do these things
- our own personal pitfalls...
*what has/is working!!
-what we would like to see more of

negative/positive EXPERIENCES (but helped us to grow/learn/evolve)
! bridging the gap
clarity
random acts of kindness
peak experiences
(spontaneous) kundalini awakenings (and what they are)
ufo sightings (supernatural occurences)
manifestations of mental thoughts - actually helping to create reality
--->anything that may hlep us understand... to become more, better, fuller, higher, further, smarter, ETC ETC than before...

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in "psychological order" for awakening . . .
shamins crossroads:
stand/
blues/
personal/
what don't we understand/
discussions/
narrowing down/
unity/
future/
dreams/
...
intersectionals
tangents
meeting point
converging point

//////////////// topics:
good book and mag/zine list
:creating a new language
:quantum physics in everyday living
:can you knowingly make wrong decisions and still get out?
--->what constitutes that decision: ie: cars/food/buying products/systems

- how do we help out friends/families having missteps
(can we even help other people on their own paths?)
-how do we open lines of communication/discussion w/ folks we normally may not talk to?

- why forgiving ourselves is the middle way
-explaining how separate topics are connect4ed -everything is connected
**** why healing conflicts within our own lives is the best way to help heal the planet

graphs/maps/charts
8 circuit model of consciousness
psychological relationships...
conessieur ganja strains (haze/etc) and subsequent enlightening effects/stories
a heads guide to entheogenic evolution
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"getting over our fears . . ."
identifying our fears
why our fears are silly
arguments for absolving fears
-what do you want to do but can't find the courage for?
** How others have released their fears... personal journey's
HEALING OURSELVES

how do we live in a world with so much pain and suffereing (w/out turning out backs on them)
- Is karma a Bad excuse?

set & setting that produced best psych trip - best ways to come down & intergrate information (or ways to)
information gained for humanity (though dreams or otherwise)
insights
directions
topics
narrowing down of questions/problems

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separating fact from fiction
conspiracy from rumor
fantasy from truth

(if ufo's flew down and gave 50 million americans who couldn't handle it heart attacks, would that be such a bad thing?
wouldn't that be a cleansing and elevating of consciousness ??

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ways to connect with online world community
-ways to connect with local community

sustainablity
getting: off the grid
best vehicle (ideas)
farming/gardening
relocating/ getting land/ making the leap

why psychedelics used to be considered intelligent drugs and what happened and how to reinstate their importance... bring back the ..the... hmmm... bring on the new!

arguments for mainstreaming of marijuana
personal stories of the medicinal advantages (spiritual/physical/mental/otherwise) of mary jane, ganja, sensi, herb, cannabis
how did it help you become the person you are today?

-worthwhile / notable people (mainstream AND otherwise) to investigate for us all to learn from (good/bad)

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?what are we missing?

?what is just distracting?

?what do we need to know?

?what are we doing wrong?

?how do we learn better from others (mistakes)?

(most info is BS and distracting) ?what information do we have that we need to study more and utilize better . . . bridges to the future . . . what is worthwhile?

[[[yes, yes, could be arranged as questionairre]

send to myspace/email/new web page / etc?
???what would work best for you folks to be able to continue communicating???
to discuss evolution?

worthwhile activities...physical learning experiences...

Q. What has helped make us feel like more : COMPLETE : WHOLE / free-er individuals?

(need help to organize the 'final' edits)

???
does the pentagon need to be exorcised again or at least LAUGHED at befoire moving on in our future realities or is that just distracting in the long run?

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?how do we change our vibrations?

?how do we maintain our frequncy?

?how do we know what to "feel" for?

?how do we pinpoint old templates?
then delete/release/and reprogram negative programming

[what has been good for you?]

FINAL ESSAY: )group essay) - the best ideas rounded up... and built on . . .

microcosm/ macrocosm
(your life can tell us much about the whole)

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* ideas/actions we do that we feel could be restructered and potentially may lead us to our shortcomings and hypocritical shortfalls

- "tells" that we can use/follow to improve ourselves...
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dealings w family
dealings w arguments
dealings w legal issues
dealings w politics
dealings w businesses
dealings w red tape
dealings w revenge
dealings w difficult people
dealings w drugs
dealings w depression
dealings w violence
dealings w physical threats
dealings w psychosis's
dealings w magic(k)
dealings w poltergiests
dealings w parties/festivals/pot-lucks/gatherings
(and creating any community events)

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*** circle of prayers . . . collective hallucinations for the future
family
local
national
world

"quantum meditation"
DC story where meditaters reduced DC crime by 25% after saying they were going to

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what questions do i want to ask the masses in discussion . . . ?

why should you take drugs?
why should you not take drugs?
(final wrap up)

good stories / learning life lessons
INSPIRATION
good news daily

daily reasons to celebrate!

theres something wrong with everybody . . .
no gods/idols
pitfalls of gandhi/marley/lennon/siddhartha/etc

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how to raise our antennae?

be here now /
practice what we preach
walk the walk

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group meditations

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how can we minimize our expenses?

how can each community share expenses?

EXAMPLES

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"communes, communalism, communism, communities, organic farms, organizations, collectives, groups, words, and semantics" paper

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good sizes of groups of different intentions

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situations the remind us of books/movies

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how much do you see the soul in the average joe/jane?
how much do you love your enemy?
how much compassion to you have for mr. bush, on a scale of 1-10
communities? what do you think?
why?
how can we benefit and gain from community?

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businesses (non-traditional sense) that will still have to exist in the future
collective/family owed/co-op/unions/ etc

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these notes aren't as flamboyant or ear-catching as "2012 - the end of the world" - but they are more than necessary for us to mentally see the other side, make connections, graple with new ideas, big q's, and finally bridge the gap!!!