Car Accidents, Cosmic Consciousness and what the Hell is 11:11 Trying to Tell Me?

I've been getting a lot of 2:22 and two's lined up in a row recently, but no 11:11 (though I have a phase). As to the meaning of it, I can't say for sure. I guess bears really do shit in the woods, but I prefer to shit in a clean porcelain bowl. Which as a matter of fact you've inspired me to do right now.

11:11 is like Life telling you that you are in tune and on time. I was born on 1/11 and I always like to think that I slipped through a magic portal (same day as Albert Hofmann too). I tend to see 1:11, 11:11 or just a series of three like numbers when I know in my head that I am in tune and on time with whatever I'm doing, and the more spiritual it is the more I see them. It's like instant conformation that you're on the right path.

And it sounds like you totally are. It is very very easy to feel alone these days. More and More people are slipping into forgetfulness (I have to remind my very intelligent friends that our nation was founded on the blood of Natives and so to be wary of the gov't. How could you forget that?) And after I started taking psychedelics I was really alone, except for my boyfriend and some older friends who remember what being on a psychedelic is like, but no longer take them. We had no one to talk to for quite a while, but now the peices are coming together and Evolver is an excellent place to feel at home and to get your thoughts not only heard, but understood.

I've had some pretty scary times in a car, and in life in general, as well. Not as intense as your accident thank Gaia, but consider it a test. You're obviously a strong person to have withstood that and obviously Gaia wants you here otherwise you could have been smooshed like a bug. It is my firm belief that spirits are all around us and we can call on them to help us out and perhaps that is what happened to you. You were not meant to die so only came close, perhaps to teach you how important it is for you to be here.

Life puts clues in front of you everyday and if you are recognising them in the form of synchronisities then you can take comfort in knowing that the greater story is unfolding. You will probably begin to put the pieces together easier and faster, especially after this blog. And just give yourself to the universe. Say "I'm yours, Lead me. Please" Every day ask for guidance from the Divine One and you should be answered. You and many like you are here to basically halp save all Life from being gobbled up by the big Suit and Tie Meanies who listen to wierd Gods that tell them to kill. Help save us in any way you can. Working on yourself is one of the best ways since being strong in both your body and mind is essential. Try to live like a shaman, perhaps you are one and are just beginning to unfurl your gifts.

And if your accident is still haunting you then I also suggest some sort of therapy. I underwent Rapid Eye Therapy two years ago to wipe away traumas built up from birth and I was basically birthed into a whole new me! It was amazing to not have terrible and fearsome thoughts rolling around in my brain anymore. I could love myself fully and finally love others. If you can't find an RET specialist then find someone you can trust to help ease the trauma away. You'll really thank yourself in the end.

I wish you many blessings on your amazing path.

In Lak'ech Ala K'in

Hey Robot,

I reckon you are a bad robot but a very nice human. I've read other writings of
yours before and immidiately felt a strange warmth because of your words. Partly because of your honesty but more than that, i relate to your self-interogation of the happenings around you. I am too, acutely aware of occurences around me and sometimes i really have to ask myself about where the line is when you actually start to read too much into things. At this point i am experimenting with that line and things do get pretty interesting. It is probably true that you can go wrong by given everything meaning but i think the benefits are way overrating the downsides. You can learn about yourself through this process but more, you can recognise new levels of existence, expend your conscious horizon in a very interesting direction. Everyting start having a different, more articulated and defined presence. Like there is a coded message in evrything. This way you also slow down time, the more you notice around you the less time seems to be moving, since it is time that allows you or not to notice all the sinchronicities. If you did have enough observational speed within a passing second you could figure out much more of the living matrix. this begs the question also : how much can we be aware of in any moment, or even more interestingly: how much we are actually aware of? Can that be possible that we are aware of everything that goes around us but filter it according to something.

Paying attention to your inner gut feelings is something you can also practise and i am a big fan of that dimension. I can not see myself old either no matter what visions or feelings im receiving, it's a wierd staff and i don't think it has
anything to do with my particular destiny or whatever. Something is truely wierd about that, almost eerie, it feels like being old doesn't add up, i can not make image of it. When i was young i knew that with a certainty i would be something interesting, i felt it, and it came true too. It wasn't an image or vision it was only a thougth that felt sure, i knew it was many years away in the distance, somewhere in time. I don't have that kind of feeling about the future, like time or the future doesn't "feel". I think we feel time not only observing cycles.
I certainly think you should be keep on investigating about the possibly messages and sinchrinicities persent in the surroundings.