How do I go about reconnecting with my higher self and the universe?

There was a time in my life when I was full of unlimited love and forgiveness. I would get bullied at school to the point that I would cry myself to sleep and wake up the next day with forgiveness and hope for a better new day.

Hey, Love: You owe me some personal time.

Dear Hate: Please give me back the piece of my heart you stole from me.

What’s up God: Have you seen my faith? I think I lost it at your house last spring around Easter.

Doctor: Can we travel to the past so I enlighten myself about the future?

To my Drug Dealer Guy: I am taking my sobriety back, I need it in order to move on.

This document was created as an exploration of the following argument:

Roaming in between the worlds of sleep and awake
Seems so far away from where I've been and unsure but not afraid
Trusting my soul I know I must be taken to see the world that is
Not so far from now

Imaginations come and sweep the shores of my mind
Letting it be, visions pass, and emotions arise
Letting them go, and beyond are doors I've never seen, opening one by one

"We Live In A Society That Pays Respect To The Most Inane Of Characters. We Are Lead To Believe That What They Have To Say Has Importance Or Meaning, But Largely It's Just A Photo Opportunity. The 'Cult Of Celebrity' Means That People With The Most Limited Of Insight Or Talent Become The Privileged Members Of Our Society."

- Noodle, Rise Of The Orge from the T.V Show: Doctor Who

A long time ago when I realized my spiritual calling and attained a momentary experience of true enlightenment. I knew my own existence was bigger then myself. I knew in order to attain happiness and develop more as a spiritual being. I had to live in service of others.

Heal people.
Love people.
Teach people.

Help humanity elevate it’s spiritual awareness.

I have spent the last 7 years getting fucked up to deal with a lot of emotional pain. I was meditating the other day and this thought came to mind. In my life I have done things to hurt people … 8 out of 10 times it’s totally by mistake.

I often run and hide and fight my own destiny. I know the only way for me to attain enlightenment, reach my full potential, and be the best of myself is to heal humanity and live a life in service to others.