I often run and hide and fight my own destiny.
posted by Jules | October 8, 2010
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IcerocketI often run and hide and fight my own destiny. I know the only way for me to attain enlightenment, reach my full potential, and be the best of myself is to heal humanity and live a life in service to others.
The more I drive deeper into my ability to see beyond time and the choices I have not even made yet. I find myself realizing how being born with such an ability is the most amazing and beautiful gift to be given. But it can be kind of a burden to accept and keep.
It’s getting to the point where I have dreams of futures others will have. It’s scary how accurate I have been as of late. Now not only is my ability just for myself anymore, it’s something I have to use for others in order to help and service.
But I don’t want to.
I guess what makes me run, hide and fight my destiny is that after living a life when I have experienced the worst in humanity.
How come no one ever asked 12 year old JC:
“Jesus the every people you are going to bring enlighten to are going to torture and murder you, why save them?”
In my heart I want to be the best of myself while I am on earth but my mind wants’ to go into “fuck the world” mode.
Sorry for ranting.
I am at a cross roads now.
Comments
who knows what is right and
— Oct 09, 2010
who knows what is right and wrong? there is no cosmic justice that we as people are aware of.. so take your thoughts in one at a time and be open to what really streams down your consciousness.. If you really do feel an urge to help people, and help any aware existence towards a more enlightened path, than by all means do so, but if you feel your self being compromised, you have to seriously reconsider what is right and what is projected on you.. there is no right and wrong as far as I can understand, you can only choose your path as best as it suits your present existence.. because who knows? maybe what we consider positive karma, can only be an illusion to the truth of our existence.. so it is up to you, to take time away from being an expected phenomenon, to the situation you find yourself in, and really find what relates to you as a conscious human being. Either way, let me know what you come up with, sincerely out of your understanding, because that is more true and unique than what is expected as a conclusion out of us as part of this society.
Have you ever thought that
— Oct 11, 2010
Have you ever thought that maybe its your destiny to fight your destiny?
