Images of a Golden Body mixed with Dark Clouds

** Written to: Something Dark Is Coming. Composed by Bear McCreary. From the Album: Battlestar Galactica Soundtrack – Season 2**

I closed my eyes and tried to see myself for the first time in a long time.
I wanted to see the real me. The me the exists beyond the physical body.
The me that can’t be seen by the eye’s we are trained to trust and use to ‘see’.

I saw an image of myself with skin made of golden sand with my eyes closed. I saw a layer of white light with an iridescent tint filled with all the colors of a rainbow. I saw tears rolling from my closed eyes with a sad smile on my face. These tears that looked like diamonds made of liquid.

They fell onto the ground making the pool I found myself sitting in.

Above was a dark mist and its tips lightly penetrated the layer of light.

The dark mist trying to take root and ground it self to me. Only for it’s attempts to be fought back my the light.

A perfect image of how I see myself.
A perfect image of how life is starting to pierce and corrupt anything loving, pure, compassionate and beautiful about me.

This is how I see myself.