May Love Be Shared said …
posted by Jules | December 31, 2009
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IcerocketMay Love Be Shared my profile / blog on here reads like "combination of a personal add and a metaphysical distress call". He could have not been more right about that.
I know it sounds weird but I don’t know what a Friendship is. I never had a friend in my whole life and if I ever made one I would have no idea what to do with it.
I also have no clue what a Healthy Romantic Relationship is as well.
**I am not currently looking for one.** I have had sex with a few women and a few men. But I never had more then that with someone.
As far as a metaphysical distress call goes … yes my blogs are so.
I have no one to talk to about being clairvoyant.
People around me don’t believe in such a thing. And if I was to tell them I am, they would think I was crazy.
For the longest time I felt like I was the ONLY one who could do what I do. It’s the worst feeling in the world believing you are the only one of “your kind.”
I’m sure if Superman, Spiderwoman / Jessica Drew and Doctor Who were real they could tell you how much it sucks.
I have no one.
No, I’m not being dramatic.
Yes, I am being truthful.
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Hi Jules, I empathize. I've
— Dec 31, 2009
Hi Jules,
I empathize. I've been alone my whole life: grew up geographically isolated, for starters, and cursed to be much more intelligent than most of those around me. I'm no more psychic than most (and everyone is, a bit) but I'm possessed of (and by) a vision of a renewed earth that very few others can see. I'm an astronomer who's into astrology ... about sums it up, I think.
I've been a contrarian loner most of my life. What friendships I've known have mostly felt superficial. It often feels like I've no one with whom to share my deepest, most profound thoughts. Along those lines Evolver has been a godsend but it's no substitute for human contact.
Not too long ago I went to a poetry open mic, where I shared a deeply personal work that probably left everyone there thinking I'm crazy (well, I am so there). Afterwards a young woman with purple hair came up to tell me she'd been deeply affected by it. It turned out that we shared a worldview, along with personalities and a taste for good pot. I now consider her to be one of my closer friends here in town, and i'd never have met her if i'd stayed home that night because 'they'll think I'm mad'.
The others are out there, Jules. We here at e+ are proof enough of that but we're only a fraction, and a widely scattered one.
The Revolution is Within
smiles
— Dec 31, 2009
you're really interesting. i have a little skill in certain scientifically unacceptable arts as well, but i honestly don't know too much about clairvoyance. i know a little about divination. i'm not particularly good at it myself, but i've observed people that are. i don't know much about past lives, but it is an awareness i've been wanting to connect to. i'd like to know about how you know about your past lives. i get the impression i have wisdom in some other areas you could benefit from.
i find it sad where abnormal abilities are greeted with fear and paranoia. if i am no one else for you, let me be one who extends only loving acceptance of your beautiful distinction.
past lives
— Jan 03, 2010
Part of why we are here is to attain Nirvana.
Become one with the universe.
Being here or earth is only one chapter on this quest.
There so much work we have to do that it can not be all done in one life span. So we are constantly reborn. Over and over till we complete our spiritual evolution here on earth.
Some events, people, pleasurable pursuits, job choices, are repeated.
Gender and Race however do change.
I started having these flash’s of knowledge after I started doing Reiki. Jolts of information about myself and knowing things I did not know before.
Like looking book written in another langue you don’t know how to read but all of a sudden you can. You have the knowledge of reading these words and it comes to you like a memory.
I would meditate on this and sometimes at night I had a dream.
My revealed the sore’s of the sudden information. Like a familiar distant memory.
I personally believe we are all linked to the collective consciousness. Some people have a stronger connection then others. Yes any knowledge that people gain in their life time is sent out to the collective consciousness. All knowledge. Every last bit of it is free for us all. We just have to tap into it.
Meditation
Reiki
Exercise / Yoga
Eating healthy foods
Dreams
Spend time with nature
Get a dog, cat, fish, bird or rabbit.
Make or Look at art.
All these things can help open your 3rd eye. Once your 3rd eye is open you have a clear connection to The Collective. The knowledge.
And when the sorce of knowledge is from you or any past life you lived. It's clearer and feels amazing. Self discovery is a good thing. An exciting thing.
Hope this helps a bit.
Clairvoyance
— Jan 01, 2010
If I am correct, you are able to see things that are yet to come to fruition... I have no special qualities in the psychic or metaphysical realms, but sometimes think it would be nice to see sounds and hear lights or something. :)
Find a way to harness and use your gift in ways to help yourself and others...
Friends are people that accept you for who you are, are there when you need them, and are probably on the same level as you with respect to at least one interest or subject matter.
I would write more but there are two children calling for daddy...
Come, say I! Enjoy the
— Jan 02, 2010
Come, say I!
Enjoy the desert night blooms --
rare, exquisite, alive.
Quiet, the primeval cold,
parched, freeze-dried.
No purposeful future
divined.
Old, alien
unmarked steps upon the Earth.
The stories I spin ...
no meaning
no warmth.
I walk primeval, exquisite landscape
dry, old, eternal
to enjoy the blooming.
I get it
— Jan 02, 2010
Hey Jules,
I get it; I understand how had it is for you, for me, for so many. It really sucks! I have a few good friends, but really none I can talk about really important stuff, like you read on this website. I feel I have a deep intuitive feelings about many things, yet I am so afraid to share it.
I've been on this planet for a while; I have had the great fortune to have a couple of really deep romantic relationships...soulmate kind of things. but unfortuately they were very short-lived. I can tell you nothing is better! A deep romantic love were you really feel like one with your partner is IT.
My saddness is that I feel I may never experinece that kind of thing again. And I will not settle for less! I refuse to settle for mediocrity. I don't know why we all have to suffer so much. I don't why it's so hard to connect with people of like mind. I don't know....
I pray for you. I hope a door opens for you and you can find all the happeniness and love you deserve!
