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Inner breathlessness, outer restlessness
By the time I caught up to freedom I was out of breath
Grandma asked me what I'm running for
I guess I'm out for the same thing the sun is sunning for
What mothers birth their youngens for
And some say Jesus coming for
For all I know the earth is spinning slow
Suns at half mast 'cause masses ain't aglow

Let me be blunt. For a long time, I was an over-confident and at times, cocky, person. Recently in the last 3 months, after traveling all over California with little to no money, I have discovered humility.

for so long I have had this knowledge
I learned to walk before I learned to crawl
An early manifestation for the rest of my life
For so long I have had this knowledge
And spouted it into the cosmos
To find out if it rained truth
Now I have felt the rain
And am ready to use this knowledge I've had
I will turn this knowledge to wisdom
I will abandon the need for external validation