Twin Rainbow Flames, a love story

for the ones who remember my song, so much growth upon the journey. The last I was here I was weeping to the Earth, my beautiful story with the Thunder Beings was ending in Hot Springs AR. I was weeping over the loss of my grandchildren and feeling without hope.. and burning my journals in Ceremony

Upon my bed of tears the Earth responded with laughters of delight, She sang to me, "Oh Maureen, these tears pouring out of your soul will make your garden grow."

So here's the story for all who have held me sacred inside the dance.

When I was 12 I was given a vision of a man who love me so deeply that he almost trembled with excitement to stand close to me. We were from another planet and he was showing me in his contract where we would again meet up on Earth.

When I was 36 my second husband just kind of threw me out of the car and drove on down the road. I rose up out of the dust with determination that I was going to rewrite my life. I spent 2 years writing love poetry to the one would come, to the one who would be capable of loving me for me. And at the end of that prayer I placed ballerina slippers on each side and gave the prayer to Great Spirit.

Right after that a friend calls me all excited telling me that she had a vision of my future. She said that an Indian man had stepped out of a clearing bearing a peace pipe for me that I had smoked with him. She told me that when he came into my life he would be the one, would be my eternal flame, and there was no other love who would ever fit me except him.

Two weeks later another friend calls me up all excited telling me that she had dreamed that she was near a clearing when an Indian man stepped into the clearing and when she went to talk to him he had told her that i had to turn from what i was seeking and seek him.

They both were Church going people who went to different churches, However they both went to the Full Faith Church of Love, which is a Pentecostal Church..

this news changed my whole life, my whole journey. I turned and began heading in the direction of my Indian blood line. Every day I wrote him love letters to tell him where I was on my journey. I called these letters / book Journey to the Edge of the Precipice. It was about the journey of a girl to take a leap of faith that this Indian these 2 friends had told me about would be there when i arrived at my destiny.

After that I dreamed of what needed to happen for the pink flame of love to be born within me and asked if I accepted the journey, and course I did, so that story became a lot of the Journey to the Edge of the Precipice.

In the year 2000 the pink flame of love was ignited within me. That was the year I surrender to Mother Earth and Great Spirit to guide me to my destination, when the Indian feathers began to fall, when the Indians began showing up in my dreams, and within 2 years I had received an invitation to a Gathering in Hot Springs Ar, so I went and observed an eagle flying in the sky as I crested the highest mountain.

I was hoping that there was where I would find him, the prophecied Indian who was the only one for me.

I am a tree hugger. I love them and they love me. I hugged the trees upon my arrival, and then during Ceremony I was standing by a tree when it touched its leafs to my face so I turned and tickled its fingers with me nose and said hello, and when i turned back around an Indian walked up to me and said, "You look so pretty talking to that tree, wont you take me to your tipi?"

So I did and as he began trying to kiss me, I began quizzing him, "Are you the One?" About that time a Bee showed up and I knew that if this man was not allowed to pollinate my flowers then the Bee would tell me, but the Bee said, "Just Be" So then I was with this Indian, and as the fates would have it, I had gone as a guest and it turned out he was the brother of the Chief and so my status went from guest to VIP in just a few minutes. Him and I shared a beautiful weekend and at the end of it he told me that Great Spirit had a gift he wanted to give me that required that I let go of all beliefs on how exactly it was that love would come into my heart. I was told that the time had come to release the journals I called Journey to the Edge of the Precipice and that I was no longer write any more letters to the Indian who had now come into my dreams and was walking with me there.... and it was really hard to do that, but I did..

So I continued on down the road, following the instructions of Mother Earth and Great Spirit I was taken to go live in Hot Springs Ar, to the place where the Thunder Beings sing to merge myself completely in my Indian blood.. which I did.. and while I was there I wrote all these love songs to the Thunder Beings that held their dances there and when that time ended I wept a river of tears to have to leave my Thundering Friends.

Got back to KC still broken hearted, but there is nothing to do but carry forward. I had been instructed my momma (Earth) to go to Face book and sing my song there, so I did, and I found myself merging with a tree, and received a message that I was to now announce that Mother Earth IS the the Holy Spirit. and she told me to go to a place called My YEarbook to sing my song.. so I did, signed up under the name Earthen Girl Rainbow Native Star.

Upon my arrival momma tells me that first thing she wants me to sing is all the love songs I wrote to the Thunder Being while I lived in Arkansas. so I did, and this Indian, for three day I can see him,a Thunder Being standing near the edge of the clouds staring out into the darkness as if he was searching for some one. And my spirit told me that I must ask him for the friendship dance for he was the first one I saw when I arrived at the gate..

I was confused by my arrival there, the energy is way different but when I stepped up to his door I heard gentle soothing music, a flute and songs of hope and love, so every time time I went there I would just have to tell him how comforting I found being around him listening to his music. and I went there almost every day so every day I had to write him a little letter telling him, "I am here now" telling him that I am following the signs, and the Earth had told me that I was to do the friendship dance with him.

More time passed, and on a Wednesday Nite in November I was driving down the road when a RAINBOW FLAME revealed itself to me, and right after that a second RAINBOW FLAME revealed itself to me. Within seconds after this to my north and to my east I came up over the his and there was a million dollar fireworks show exploding in the distance.. and I just knew this was a vison that no one else was seeing but me.. It was the night before Thanksgiving.. (a sign)

After that I was going through my Yearbook stuff and there was this place called Human Offerings, so as I am clicking the pages this Thunder Being his name pops up as a Human gift being given to me, so I write him a little letter and continue going. Then I come to his name again, so I write him another letter. and then again he is offered to me as a Human Gift, so I write him again, and on the next one I just blurt out in my letter, "wow I don't have any idea what this means but for some reason you are being offered to me as a Human Gift...

and he comes back and says that he is the one, the one who I was One with inside the Garden, that he dances in the stars and is as old as time. He says that we will merge and that we will again move as one across the Earth, that we will unite as mitawina and witawana and we will be whole. that he has been calling to me, that he is Fire and Air (I am Earth and Water) and that the time is near for us to merge back into the One.. "I am here and we are forever"

He and I are Twin Rainbow Flames, and a new journey has begun. Him and I are merging.

Momma's got a message I must pass forward. She wants her people to know that She is the Holy Ghost.. Holy Spirit, Holy Breath it is Mother Earth. She told me that she is about to speak in a big way and she wants the people to know who she is when she speaks..

Pentecost