i had a dream

a man and a woman somehow seeming to be linked to one another, a couple maybe, told me last night to stick to my guns. they told me not to get disillusioned, disgruntled and stay on the path.

i mentioned recently that my senses get blurred. blurred between reality and dreams. no longer able at times to tell what is what.

this time i think i can...or can i? - it was in the middle of the night. i was asleep, had been asleep for a couple of hours. i woke up straight thereafter - through a terrible cough i had. which i normally don't. maybe it was in order for me to remember. maybe it was for another reason. i know it happened during i was asleep - but was it a dream?

lately, i have started to have doubts again. whether all i envision, all i believe in is managable, possible and right. whether i wish to create this ideal word - a world which will only exist in my "dreams"...a vision i have which will never become "reality". i started having doubts again - not only about myself, my way but everything else as well - am i following, walking the wrong path? is there a right one?

when the couple told me to stick to my guns and follow what i feel, what i want, what i know...to be right, i turned around to them asking them how they know about all i feel, envision, want and know. and they just said: "we know it all, we see it all - we are there to know and see it all, this is our purpose - as well as telling those who are on the right path, to stick it out and not to doubt and give up"

i'll take this dream as a real call, a real nudge, a real support...and now hours later, i truely believe it is.