"there are times when we must trust in an intelligence outside of ourselves and go to the place where those energies are being received. it will remain objective as we are always identified in accordance to spatial orientation."

" ...once you have that experience of the presence of life, don't hang onto it. Just touch and go. Touch that presence of life being lived, then go. You do not have to ignore it. "Go" does not mean that we have to turn our back on the experience and shut ourselves off from it; it means just being in it without further analysis and without further reinforcement.

It's raining
I have not slept since I tried to rest but my headspace was filled with conflicting dreams
I decided to take 10 mg of Ambien
I watched some you tube of users
And found myself
on the other side of the screen
Makes me con.fused
what happens to this piece of me
if only I would literally shed my skin
like the metamorphosis of a butterfly

My life for the past three years has been chaotic.