I have finally Died

I have seen and Heard but have forgotten everything. What I have forgotten is who I am and now I wanna build a new I. Tonight I have destroyed my old self. I have burned my knowledge and with it all the fallacies I have carried. Who I think I am, who I was told I were, who I pretend to be, I have let them all go.

Careful I proceed, for I have already lived the life toils of many souls which have passed yet did not smile. Their demise is my inspiration and my burden.

I have explored universes Unknown, I have seen the seven layers of the darkness of man, I have endured the pit hole and feared the grave. Now I wanna journey through the seven valleys of love in the company of my beloved.

I want to see a smile on the face of the beloved, I wanna please my sustainer, I wanna fulfill my covenant, I wanna pass and be covered in sweet garments in the company of a beautiful face. What must I do to reach such Honor? The answer to such question is the secret of life.

I now start over, I know nothing. What am I? What do I do? How do I start? Let’s start with a smile and a deep breath. It’s ok because my intention is good. I will receive guidance from the highest source. It is ok to fall; it’s ok my friend, as long as you keep steadfast, and when you fall again, quickly forgive.

Kindness is proclaimed but is it just a façade? You, you who claims to walk the path of light and forgiveness, have you asked yourself this question? Do you know what you are? Are you really who you assume? Have you had the courage to look your heart in the mirror of dawn? You appear wise to the ignorant, but I can see your heart. No I am not judging you my friend, I just do not want you to wake up too late. You have done many deeds to be proud of, but how many were true? You have read books and written volumes, you have inspired many, just like me; you have imagined ideas, you have formulated thoughts, but how many were true? Know this before you proceed any further, for you might be a hypocrite, just like me.

Why utter what you yourself do not understand? Why show off vanity and conceal intention? Are you capable of destroying your most cherished sculptor? Believe me it is not worth nearly as much as what you made it to be. Destroy everything today; it is not as painful as your ignorance and your fear. Reflect upon these before your time ceases, and when you succeed at being honest then you can destroy yourself and what you have created. What then? Then you will feel utter emptiness. This emptiness will feel horrible and strange but that is your true state, surrender to it. After this, you must be silent and prudent, shhhhhh…Smile and be gentle and mean it this time. I am not gonna tell you what to do, but that voice within you must be obeyed. Surrender and obedience must be recognized, grant them passage; Patience and Charity must be acquired, I don’t care if it takes you a day or a lifetime.

I am a fool and a hypocrite but please listen.