A little help guys, thanks:)
posted by mike | January 24, 2010
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IcerocketLately I have been pretty concerned with material things. I was living in my car the whole first half of last year, and I decided I needed to attend to things pertaining my immediate well being in the physical arena, since at the rate I was going, I faced the risk of possibly dying of exposure or even starvation. So, I started going to college in August of 09 (thank god for government grants) and I still to this day maintain a 4.0 GPA. As a result, my family decided since I was showing some "initiative" they let me live with them again. Yay me right. Not what this post is about.
I was on a sort of spiritual journey before my decision to refocus my energies to the here and now as I can see and touch things. Not a journey as in physical travel, but more like a mental one. It all started when I was working security back in....what was it.....03 maybe? Security work has a way of providing a person with a lot of time to think. Possibly too much time. I worked the graveyard shift and it was usually pretty boring so I did a LOT of thinking. I did this for two years straight working ten hour shifts for six days a week. During my "thinking time" I decided that organized religion made no sense, the world made no sense, everything I was taught was mostly ready made generalized bullshit, and I was back at square one. I was like an infant thrust into a world he no longer understood or related to. I had a type of exsistential breakdown, I guess you could call it. Similar to Satre's protagonsit Antoine Roquentin in his novel Nausea, I pretty much lost all of my preconcieved certainty with the world and it's institutions that I was raised to believe in. So I quit my job and lost interest in pretty much everything, lol. I was about twenty two at that time. So, I was kicked out of my parents house, (I had previously attempted to live on my own two times before then and failed), and I started a very long cycle of drifting from one place to another and unemployment. (all this occured in the same city of course, it's not like I traveled very far, lol) During this time I did a lot of research into the religions of the world and astrology and things of this nature. I came to the conclusion that all religions basically had the same thing to say and they all had similarities that were just too amazingly congruent to be a coincidence. But I digress.
During that time I thought a lot about the nature of god, and the nature of reality and how the two of them related to each other. I pretty much abandoned Christianity, (I considered myself a Christian previously), because I found that I no longer believed in its rules. And I looked around and realized lots of people who call themselves Christians don't even follow its teachings. But thats ok, because I came to the conclustion that religion is a man made institution that I think god or the creative force, or whatever you want to call it, really doesn't care that much about. What he or it or she cares about is our development on this plane of existance. But this isn't the purpose of this post either, moving on.
The interesting thing that happened to me when I made my mind shift is I didn't lose my fervor for research and investigation. I simply shifted my attention from the spiritual to the material. I got into politics, and economics. I learned about the fundamentals of capitalism and socialism, and communism and any type of ism you can think of. This is when I really got into the corporate consipiracy theories and learned of the Bilderberg group and the NWO movement and things like that.
Once again I have found my mindset starting to make a shift. In the recent days I have been encountering a lot about past lives, karma, synchronicity, chaos astrology, (I've heard the term fractal a lot, and not just here, lol), and things relating to the galactic center and the many sychronicities around the world's religions and structures that seem to have something to do with the alignment of the earth to the galactic center. But I haven't had much time to dig in really at all, it's pretty much just been glimpses. Like I'll see an article and glance at it, or scan through a book, etc. So I guess I'm about to start researching again. I can feel its nag and it is at a very unopportune time because classes just started up again, lol. So, finally, the reason for this post.
I would like to know what you guys know of these things and all things relating to them and if maybe someone could recommend some authors or books, passages, articles, blogs, websites, etc, that would be a good place to start since my class work doesn't leave me with much time to dig around. I know, just don't worry about it right now right? I tried that, didn't work, lol. I would appreciate it, and even if no one had anything to say in response to this post, it was good to share my experiences with other people anyway. Take it easy guys.
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take/find/give heart
— Jan 24, 2010
So, I've been looking for a spot on here to tack this little tidbit from a fascinating fellow (more at Isha foundation online). It's a good blanket solution for the time out of mind, methinks.
Sadhguru, What is the purpose of life? Why has God created us?
These questions What is the purpose of life? Why did God put us here? keep coming up again and again. Perhaps, you want to find God and hang him!
Fundamentally, what you are asking is: why creation? The same question keeps coming in so many different ways. When it comes to creation, you never ask why, because you are just a tiny speck in this creation. In the arrangements that you have made as a human being, I know you slowly started assuming that, in many ways, you are the center of the universe. But that is not the truth; you are just a tiny speck in the Existence. Tomorrow morning, if you disappear, nobody will miss you.
So, this tiny speck asking the question: ‘Why creation,’ does not make sense because the question doesn’t come from the right context. This question comes up because somewhere the experience of life has not become blissful. If the experience of life had become blissful, you would not ask. Somewhere existing here has become a struggle and a pain.
The question comes up because there is an inner struggle. Maybe you are not hundred percent aware of the struggle, but here and there it touches you. So now, the more intelligent question for you would be: How do I get beyond this struggling state? If you ask how, I have a way. If you ask why, then I have to tell you a story.
If you want I can tell you one right now. One day, Shiva had nothing to do and he was playing marbles – nobody else, no company. One marble fell this way and it became planet Earth. Another one shot up and it became the Sun; I can go on like this. Now you won’t believe this ridiculous story. But if I make the story more elaborate, and if the story is not told today, but a thousand years ago, you would believe it. You don’t believe anything that happens today, but you will believe it after a thousand years. It doesn’t matter what it is.
So, I said, A thousand years ago..you would believe the story. Stories don’t liberate you. Stories just equip you to speak with some sense of authority in the next dinner party you are invited to. It won’t liberate you in any way. So when it comes to Existence, don’t waste your life asking the question, ‘why?’ Because if you sit here for the rest of your life and go on thinking ‘why’, or consult every other person on this planet, all you will get is more and more fairy tales; you will not get a solution. If you are intelligent, you can see it right now. Different cultures will tell different stories; different religions will tell different stories; every individual can create his own story. Stories will not liberate you. But if you ask ‘how’, then we open up the path, we give you the method. Don’t ask why.
dude!
— Jan 25, 2010
i so believe in asking "how" as opposed to "why"
first of all.. people are very complex we have purpose, wants, reasons "why" but the rest of reality, like the moon, has no reason why it goes around, it just does because the "how" of gravity and all that...
secondly try to follow this conversation that explains it further
"Ask how.."
"Why should I ask how?"
"Because why leads to a second, or further questioning."
"How?"
...get it!?
ok
— Jan 25, 2010
These first three links are all about what im starting to call "ascension theory"
http://www.evolver.net/user/cosmicdream/blog/last_call_evolution_all_cog...
http://www.matthewbooks.com/mm/anmviewer.asp?a=116&z=2
(you might want to scroll down to number 9 on that one)
http://www.ascension2012.com/index.php
(this one gets repetitive.. you only need to read the first like 15% of it)
If you want to see how Jesus' message sounds really spiritual and not so christian read...
http://www.thepearl.org/Sayings_of_Jesus.htm
(definitely check out number 3 of chapter 2)
I have kinda the same path
— Jan 25, 2010
I have kinda the same path as you with the homelessness and what not. I found sacred geometry(golden mean ratio/fractals) and quit my job to study full time. I think a good place to start studies is the golden mean ratio. You have to understand it at a core "PURE PRINCIPLE" level then it starts to transfer over to other areas. I started on goldenmean.info and started from the very first article and worked my way up. The page may seem like chaos at first but order will come;) on the left side and if you scroll to the very bottom all is organized. I started in about...2003? and studied about 12 hours a day for a few months and got caught up. Its cool because every piece has a synergistic effect on every other piece of info:) That is the nature of a fractal. I have also collected every single website iv ever been to if u need links. Also i have a big file of 16+gigs of ebooks of all sorts. Its most of the spiritual literature of the last few hundred years or so.
And on a side note religion stripped of personality worship is just hygiene for becoming fractal:)
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
thank you for mentioning
— Jan 26, 2010
thank you for mentioning golden mean dot info and dan winter's work. there are also many speaking videos on you toob, very informative and inspiring.
as far as *conspiracies* my favorite website is above top secret dot com. open source forums covering every topic under the sun, where flagging is a good thing. one of my favorite threads is 60+ pages about mckenna's timewave theory. mckenna's work has been a huge part in itself. i have those as ebooks if youre interested.
a huge part of my conscious evolution is due to stumbling across theduderinok's you toob channel, which can be found here: http://www.youtube.com/user/theduderinok
its mostly filled with radio show interviews covering a wide range of very informative topics.
also i would recommend david wilcock's work at divine cosmos dot com. he does great work in unraveling the nwo/illuminati conspiracy with a ufo disclosure twist, and all done with such positive energy and aura... it will make it hard to go back to doom and gloom ever again.
all of this requires time and devotion... sometimes its overwhelming, sometimes its depressing. sometimes i feel completely devoid of motivation, sometimes i feel i will burst with inspiration. sometimes i have thirty firefox tabs open at one time. my advice to you, let inspiration and intuition be your guide. be open to synchronicities and letting your higher self guide you through the matrix. but above all, bookmark, bookmark, bookmark! :)
thanks for sharing your story! much luck and much love!!
For the Rational Mind
— Jan 26, 2010
Hi Mike,
I'm new here, I just thought I would recommend a couple of links to you. I actually wrote a long reply to your post last night, but it ended up getting so long I thought I would write an entire blog entry based on it. I will be posting this soon!
Here are two links I thought you might find interesting:
(what makes scientific explanation scientific and roughly why it's important)
http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/eng/david_deutsch_a_new_way_to_explain_exp...
(neuroscientific explanations of spiritual experience)
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4292093832329014323&hl=en#
I am trying to tell you to be open-minded but sceptical. There is a fine balance: too sceptical and you miss out on the point in life, too open-minded (gullable) and you will believe anything. My advice is to explore as much as you want but just stay 'grounded', as the say! :)
I will be posting something on science and spirituality soon, which you may find interesting.
Pleased to meet you by the way! All this stuff is quite new to me too. I feel pretty alone right now, but glad to be free. We're out there! Haha.
Higgs
— Jan 26, 2010
Ananda Bosmans info is amazing! What did you think about it? He also has a lot of info so it takes while to get through it. 2 this day i still can't find any of his books, they were only published in norway? Ananda also worked with Dan winter, that is how i found out about him. Whats interesting to me is the same info keeps coming to me in diff ways, like the merging of our galaxy with the andromeda galaxy and i hear that is the hopi myth about the two brothers meeting up again. If you can find it, the Sirius Mystery is a very good source and i think it proves ET visitation 100%.
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
site down
— Jan 26, 2010
Ya his sites always seem to go down, lucky for me a printed out the most important stuff!;) Ya its all about what you have experienced, I think iv experience the "ka" maybe once in my life. I have been studying the physics of the light body though so its all very practical to me. Hopefully soon more people can start having these experiences. So you into any of the immortality science?
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
fractal immortal deers
— Jan 27, 2010
The way i look at it is from a merging of science/religion. Maybe Goddess and patriarchal? It sounds crazy to say this but the scientific definition/meaning of death is simply not sharable! Nature created death to sort the unsharable from the sharable. So by that definition if someone was to become perfectly sharable, he would also be perfectly distributable and it would require no storage! The only way that is possible is through golden ratio/Fractal. So it is out of the realm of myth and it is achievable! In this lifetime! How lucky are we? Imagine if the economy was based on that? It would require no storage of any type and be perfectly distributed. The book im reading at the moment "The way of the shaman" by Michael harner talks about shape-shifting. Very good book. I think i want to shift into a deer.
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
I was just thinking of the
— Jan 27, 2010
I was just thinking of the shapeshifter in True Blood turning into a deer. lol Yup, good ol duality. Is there a way out of it? We are taught to think the spiritual principles cant be understood in a material kind of way. Immaterial/material is a continuum. Therefor you could explain "enlightenment" electrically. Or any other of the "spiritual" terms. Tell me what you think of this statement:
So if you were a priest / scientist able to connect spiritual ideas to physics - you would now have a pretty good idea - how to speak to young people about SIN and GUILT - in their SCIENCE class. You would explain - that the concept of a SIN - was anything that caused a bleeding in biologic charge COHERENCE. Like hurting your mother - or telling a lie - or eating fried food. These things are sinful because they bleed the overall coherence - of the field effect - which makes biology sustainable.
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
Yes it is complex lol. First
— Jan 27, 2010
Yes it is complex lol. First of its borderline crazy to 90% of people i think. But what he is referring to is explaining sin in an empirical fashion to a science class. Most people would say you can't prove sin or guilt or angels or halos in a scientific manner but you can! So by the definition Sin: anything that caused a bleeding in biologic charge COHERENCE. Sex would be a form of sin if it bleed your field, if your anhking your sexual energy its actually feeding your field so that wouldn't be a sin. I can also see how "missing the mark" also makes sense but that is WAY complex lol. archer? sirius?
Its a big jump though seeing all this metaphysical/religious terms explained empirically though. Heres a lil more about it.
Supposing you were a Catholic priest (God forbid). And you were clear that you needed to reach young people with spirituality as a real knowable science (perhaps unlike many other priests, you wanted some other way to be located in the news other than by keywords like pedophelia or ex-nazi). You had been meditating on Dan Winter's new science of heart & brain coherence - which has evidenced that telling a lie (a sin) by measurement causes your heart-coherence to go down. It occurred to you that SIN actually was simply a science for knowing what feeds your aura (with biologic charge) - AND therefore your spiritual immortality. You began to consider - that perhaps the best way to introduce the message of Jesus - to young people - would be in their physics, electrical engineering and biology classes. In order to do this you would need a little cross reference table- a Dictionary of Jesus Physics- from Christian words (like sin, and communion of saints, and grace) - to physics. In this way you could offer a language of shareable precision - to teach spiritual ideas.
(below) You could teach how ENLIGHTENMENT is the CHARGE you attract when your thought patterns get FRACTAL (as measured in Golden Ratio EEG).. Saints have halos - because they - become EMBEDDED in PERFECT CHARGE DISTRIBUTION ! > Enlightenment defined in Jesus Physics - is below...
Read that 5 times over and if that isn't the most amazing thing...then your next grace is on me;)
the main article is at http://www.goldenmean.info/jesusphysics/
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
Scion
— Jan 27, 2010
Well for me science is just "to know" so any way of someone to know something is science to me. When you look at the sun that is science. But i dont think spirituality is immeasurable. What do you think can't be measures? I can only speak from personal experience but, they took 1000's of dead and near dying patients and measured there body electricity and also asked near deathers what they saw. Everyone seemed to see the same thing, the "kluver form constants" and it turns out those forms are DNA folding at the moment of death. Now me personally, iv had a NDE and i saw those forms so when i saw a scientific essay on my experience? Wow is all i can say.
So i guess the leap is to try and measure the immeasurable? Because if you think its not possible you will never even look for it. From the beginning I never had it in my mind that something couldn't be explained.
"The taboo of this mechanstic grid is subjectivity" explain that to me a lil bit.
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
Yes i agree modern science
— Jan 27, 2010
Yes i agree modern science is "nutts" So when i say science its not fully "modern". They still have some catching up to do. I think alot of it is a good name would be group subjectivity? There is a new wave going on and some scientist are looking at and measuring consciousness. I think its still a rarity though. So do you know what consciousness is and what matter is?
To me "know" is direct personal experience. Iv directly experience near dead, and a few other things so for me thats internal science? Inner/outer is just a facade. As Osho said, in the future there will be no religion, just inner/outer science. Right now religion is trying to take care of all the internal science and not doing a very good job. On the other hand is science doing a good job? No they both need to connect, turn inside out.
Yes i think you can measure infinity if thats the term "measure". You can measure the "gateway" to infinity but actually measuring infinity itself? Maybe if there was a tech to measure present moments somehow? And you can definitely measure love. All you need is an ekg and eeg machines to do it. Golden mean ratio is in both at the moment of love and you can measure that. The up side to this is you can actually teach people how to love more. It may seem odd to say it that way but there is left and right brain to worry about. The scientific logic side of measure would be left side and the actual experience of a hug would be the right side. Also golden mean is the solution to chaos, it is self-order. But i do agree there will always be mystery(right brain)
I hope Mike doesn't get mad for us blowing up his blog like this lol
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
PURE PRINCIPLE
— Jan 28, 2010
Yes you can measure consciousness. Flower of life is everything, if you know that symbol? Now I personally haven't gotten into that sphere yet. There is 13 spheres with 13 levels of knowledge. One sphere determines consciousness itself. That sphere isn't open to anyone unless they real a certain level of maturity. Also matter is under stood now, all matter is is ROTATION, inertia stored. What is the pathway light has to take to become matter? A standing wave? So yes when you say that science doesn't know I agree but I know:) Actually science is making major steps at the moment, at least a few individuals. So rather then speaking of "science" im gonna speak of individuals. I'v dived into the PURE PRINCIPLES though. I guess i'll give you the definition of that, from Bucky Fullers Synergetics:
220.04 A generalized principle holds true in every case. If there is one single exception, then it is no longer a generalized principle. No one generalization ever contradicts another generalization in any respect. They are all interaccommodating .
ALL matter, every last single atom on the atomic table can be found from 5 simple shapes: the 5 platonic solids. All music scales come and 300 unknown to mankind are derived from cubic angles. Those are examples of PURE PRINCIPLE. You keep saying that it isn't measurable, what exactly? Because with a biological capacitor which measures life force itself, it would be just a small jump to measure consciousness since that is the CAUSE of consciousness.
So to sum it all up: Phase conjugation(of waves of charge) is the electrical origin -cause and mechanism of: All centripetal and Self organizing forces including and especially: Gravity, Life force, Perception, Bliss-Enlightenment(end of addiction A.D.D.), Alphabet & symbol, Color, how waves emerge from chaos.
I hope i inspired you to maybe ask some questions. But it takes a lot of work to understand all this, a type of confronting yourself. All this is explained in detail at http://www.goldenmean.info/powerpoint/index2.html
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
is it just me
— Jan 29, 2010
is it just me or are these comments forming a single word column? It took me
FOREVER to scroll down here, lol
I love this blog....
— Jan 26, 2010
This is an excellent blog, mainly because it represents the changing world. In my life Mike I followed much the same path of mental reason as you have just described. Grinding up the sausage of life we find a great deal of shit that makes us shake our head. I spent about 30 years of my life chasing down answers one book at a time. I find this decade to be extremely exciting because of the internet, moreover u-tube.
I am very pleased to inform you Mike I have created a blog site dedicated to serving the needs of people just like yourself. I have about 350 u-tube videos available. This, easy to use format, allows you to cram a great deal of knowledge into your mind in a very short time. There are many categories to choose from, science, spiritual truth, Illuminati control, soft kill, health and many more. Scroll down the page to the video section and fill your brain with truth.
Enjoy the library it is all free, the only thing I ask is that you share the knowledge.
www.godlymanifestation.blogspot.com
Namaste, my brother Mike, knowledge is power, free your mind...
Thanks guys
— Jan 26, 2010
thank you everybody, for all of the material and comments. Lots of useful information at my fingertips now, lol. And if anyone else who happens to read this has anything to say or any links or whatever that you think would help me out, please feel free to comment. I really appreciate it:)
A great stepping stone for anyone.
— Jan 27, 2010
Nassim's theories and Ideas are a fantastic place for anyone to start... It's a leap from material to immaterial using science that makes perfect sense and refines reality for anyone interested.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPgII_4ciFU
In light,
Edden
Hey Obscurum Lux Lucis
— Jan 27, 2010
no lie, I just logged on and found your comment while I'm listining to this video,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXy_8KVZS9I
It is a response to Nassim Haramein's Grand Unified Field Theory Part 3 Video.
I got to that video through a search of the name Mary Ann Schinfield that I found in an ebook Fractal Bob sent me. The search sent me to a facebook page, this one in fact http://pa-in.facebook.com/group.php?gid=53687319993
where I found an interesting video linking 911 to a mass ritual involving a stargate or something, and then I found the video I'm watching now. I checked here before I started looking at the ebook and your post wasn't here yet. After I did all I just told you about I came back here and found your post. I'm not freaked out or anything I'm just saying, coinidence? I don't think so. Maybe I'm on the right track. Thanks man, I'll check out your link next. Keep em coming. All this stuff I'm learning about is really interesting. It has my brain going whoo hoo, lol.
Synchronicity brother....
— Jan 27, 2010
It happens...
I have been digging, searching, sifting, and playing in the nature of reality for years and it just keeps getting better.
I'm always open to new ideas and facts whenever anyone is willing to share, but if you have a particular question in mind please feel free to message me directly. If I can shine a little bit of insight I will or I will point you to one of the piles I've been sifting through :)
Be well Mike.
In light,
Edden
Bliss engine!
— Jan 27, 2010
Wait till you have like a 4th order synch. can you say bliss? Get those bliss engines running! Just make sure your head doesn't explode!:)
Feedback=Self Awareness=Fractality.
