Existence?

how, what, why, when, where
These 5 words are the only 5 words I can think of in the English language that are
used in order to from a question. What is the purpose of a question? A question
is a way to formulate data in order to perceive a more accurate account of reality.
A question is a symbolic form of an entity interpreting its own existence. And forming questions
about existence would seemingly prove the existence of existence. So in the most abstract
way possible, all that life would be is existence being entertained by existing.

What other possible things do we need to know than the how, what, why, when, and where
to build our state of being in order to perceive existing. It all almost seems
meaningless. Just being is an ultimate state of pondering non-existence.

Duality and polarity seem more and more realistic to me than anything else.

I often feel disconnected from my own consciousness, as if viewing my life as a detached
observer. The feeling is indescribable with verbal words. I am starting to ask questions
about existence that do not fall in the categories of what, how, why, when, and where.
I am able to comprehend full existence at times, as if I could see a perfect picture
of what my mind is thinking, at all times. Like a movie, a powerful one. It's so interesting
and it makes me feel as just existing, is not much at all. I am able to view time as just
moving through space. Because that's all that it really is. The only way we can
ascertain some type of shared conceptual belief about reality is by measuring the amount of
distance takes to be at the same place when we last saw the sun at a certain point, an earth orbit.

What differentiates each movement through space as a different moment in time and how do we build
our frame of reference? Is it by the things we believe to be sitting still, or not moving?

This is all up to the point of the observer, which, in my opinion is not currently perceiving the
fullest reality possible.

Philosophy is ant interesting thing. It is man trying to use a scientific form of thought to
describe a very irrational thing. Science is pure rationing. Existence laughs in the face
of reason, simply by being completely unable to comprehend. Us, as living beings are very fortunate
to live in the middle of this dualistic pull of existence, because our form of consciousness
is no better than what we perceiving to be, non-living. All is in a state of existence, and
therefore we cannot come to terms with the concept of non-existence.