Eternally Conceived-poems Senior Project Poetry

Eternally Conceived-poems by Garth LeMessurier

Cradling the earth,
Circles of white fires,
The world spins around in white lights,
A glow of rejuvenation not regression,
Twinkles by your flying space through time,
The silvery lights of a heaven within,
Shines through the cloudless sky,
Only a gentle breeze laces around the lightning mist that abounds everywhere,
Yet strikes few though lightens all,
And when it returns to some they see themselves enlightened,
In the cover of darkness a purple white light pulsates from their foreheads,
As they transcend the madness of the loveless self and bury it in eternal splendor,
And in that moment worth a lifetime of pains,
A realization more valuable than life,
Life is but a drop of lotus upon the endless sea of lotus peddles,
Cradling a heaven manifested on the earth through your mind,
The son eternal baths in cosmic conscience flowing through conception,
As now you are immaculately conceived.

Ageless vibrations mirroring human consciousness,
Ripple in the quiet hum of silence,
The stillness of the void still seems unbending,
Intentions, reputations and your motives appear unclear,
Even in this time of great clarity,
Lucidity, and heartfelt content,
Though among the crowded emptiness of meditation,
Like a dream that I am awakening,
But I see it through my own lenses,
Like floating over troubled waters in a mist of delusion,
We try to sense the source of a truth above it,
But we only see the fog, of a storm.

In the dazzle of eye at the energies core,
Shaken particle dancing ablaze in equanimity from within their temporal reality,
They see further sought galaxies not since seen,
Lost forever atoms spurn through space,
Forever un-equated and unknowing,
Visions of an everlasting tomorrowing,
Dawning on a day without end,
They melt into my surroundings,
Like glowing grass in the gardens of heaven,
Energy caught outside of time,
Zero point energy, a cup of space, energy flows freely in flux,
I bathe in the ever-flowing river of realizations,
The water flowing over my body it cleans the bloodstained dust of my soul.
Invigorating ripples twinkle in the recesses of my mind,
Rejuvenating essences blend in my auras of turmoil and sorrow,
Without pain my body and I am torn through the fabrics of reality,
The cosmic fibers of destiny imbuing one in me,
And I am sewn throughout,
As much a part of this tapestry as the thread,
Apocryphal -om- Parcifal, Eschaton,
All names are sought by me,
All names of thee.

Like a flower rooted in the earth,
Sensations fallow a channel of spiritual energy flowing from the ground to the sky,
From the pulsating heart to shinning union in the mind's eye,
A moment of realization is worth a lifetime of pains,
A moment of epiphanies sets us free from the caged mind haunted by doubt and regret,
See seek the pollen from the flower before the one you see before you,
Rejoice in the rapture of closing the door behind you of the past and gliding through the new open door within you,
And among the ancestors blossom in the tranquility of the brightening,
Awakening, entranced in a state of the new dawn's gleaming light,

The epiphanies unite truth within an unknowing mind(s),
Like a flame without fuel,
My heart glows in a lake of blinding plasmas,
Snow melts around the world,
The blind gain visions,
The sick feel rejuvenated and fresh,
As if their blood had boiled to higher purity,

The dead rise and rejoice,
As the blinding eternal sun conjoins with solar system,
As the land of ever warping, ever burning gasses, souls spirits of the dead,
And of the undying,
What a time to be alive when time ends,
When we accelerate into hyperspace,
When we reach the Eschaton-(the peak of possibility/growth/evolution)
The zero point, we reach a higher plane,
A higher reality submerged in vapors and gasses,

And at these untimely gates,
Vivid flashes of crystalline delight,
Emerging all in that light,
The angel's of this coming bear neither a name nor presence in this plane,
But they bear no resemblance to this world,
Though their presence is felt throughout every heart and mind.

The axle of creation
In the axis of the mindful,
Fear flows like a disease of the mind,
Though in the stream of thoughts that accompanies wisdom,
Fear and doubt have long since conquered in a war of the worlds,
Seen throughout time,
Like a pebble tossed in an endless sea,
Rippling into space boundlessly,
Waves of trapezoidal momentum echo outside of time for all to see,
To see forever clear from it,
To taste the sweet knowledge at the edge of an alien dream,
In a fever of joy and disillusion.

The words of gods echo in my head,
Open your mind spread out into the universe,
Outside of time in a cosmically crowded emptiness,
As the old joins in spirit to the new traveler who guides throughout time,
As our world comes to an end and we go around and again till we find the way the path,
Where we'll run into the sun, and shine in the crystal dawn,
Open up your heart and soul or you'll burn up in that light,
Though if you do you'll shine forever bright in the eclipse of consciousness,
Known as the cosmic center,
Where the sun never sets,
And the souls find no unrest only peace.

Listen: hear your last words echo "Cannot be undone" "To take you back when your going wrong"
There's a change that even you'd regret,
That there's no going back from,
That’s the end will lay all to waste to worth,
Where all soul's return in primordial seas of tranquil peace past the edge of death,
Lay all to waste, all to dust and draining flesh,
There exists the means to return to the light,
In the heart and the mind,
A road past our physical existence,
From which the spirit runs free at light-speed,
Where waves of sound crack like bubbles upon a lake of flame,
Bursting forth ethereal and saintly thrust righteous poison vapors belching from toxins cleansed,
The lotus vial bursts into plasmas,
Its breath vapors spreading across the winds to every shore,
And so shed the shards of river reeds,
Fly forth an arrow the arrow,
Thrown through time,
Dissolving all barriers,
All reference points torn apart,
Left alone the human race will fail,
But we have already been intercepted; the transmission is omnipresent for some,
Ever-present in our currently subconscious memories,
But some few remember some of it,
How humans were once given the gift of the stars,
Only together will we find complete remembrance,
When all are one,
And where one draws all in as he spills his soul out as vibrations, as a gospel sings.
And is sung forever more,

Life devours day by day as friends and enemies turn away,
Only when there's a change that even you'd regret,
That which cannot be unknown,
Cannot be undone,
As our temptation cuts us twice,
Once in hope and fear,
Another in doubt-sad-self loathing anger,
As the love you once believed in the traitor's heart that is my own,
The cold hands of death shiver down my spine, as the drifting sand sink bellow my feet into a pool of sifting darkness,
Wisps of white glowing sands catch me as I am falling,
Florescent circles around my ankles healed and ascending,
Through the ridges of jagged bedrock,
Past the vaulted door to the halls of Amenti,
Of a citadel at the highest mountain peak,
Breathing in such pure thin air the dusty snow chills my lungs,
For the first moment looking across the pristine arid landscape at the top of the world,
The distant echoes whisper of a forgotten time,
The winds of change tell of a different time,
In the realm of the far out blue distance,
The ripples of a tormented faith shed my desperation,
The ascended master's footsteps landed me here,
To the ascending heights of the tallest peaks,
The shadows speak in an alien tongue,
Like a candle without smoke,

But I know it's impossible to be lost in forevers,
That I know for so long though,
The momentary lapse of insanity it seems to last forever as the moments last impersonally,
But the bliss that fallows seems indefinite,
Though I dance in the dazzle of creation,
A more sublime field appears in the force of change,
Across the ancient battlefield of minds,
The paranoid would fail asunder in these thrusting winds,
That the skies would rise with blistering colors,
That the entire world would see the future rise in time,
That the dead shall rise as time ends,
Outside of time a new time begins,
In the absence of the mindless the thoughtful minds flourish,
When the wants of the mind are set still,
When the satisfaction of pleasure envelopes the loveless self explodes into rays of golden light,
The light shines through the clouds,
The lost city within the mountains and the clouds,
Within us all, sustains before me, resonating with glowing everlasting delight.

As time goes by, A flicker in a dream,
Like a murder without a scream,
A ripple in a stream,
Cast a candle in the wind,
Watch it wined down into the ether,
As it passes into pain and doubt,
The loveless self cries an eternal scream,
As the life-force skips a cryptic beat,
We smile in grief as no sun rises,
Yet the mist circles off the land into the skies,
As the dream fades to thin air,
This worlds like a mirage in the desert,
As we pass beyond this world,
Fleeting moments passing on,
Leave it all behind,
Let it all go,
Today is tomorrow were letting go,
Of the lonely insanity that drains from me as I tear the living from the eternal,
The ethereal realms, submerged in vapors,
Liquids of over earthly praise,
Drip from the lotus vial,
Bleeding hearts, knowledge divine stays with us as we go beyond,
Sweet freedom flows from the balanced heart,
Flows into the ethereal and stands outside,
As all returns to the plane of oblivion,
As the flames envelope my soul into the piercing blackness,
That fills the gap in our shattered will,
But as matter passes into strings of liquid transformations,
Passing into the glistening lights of dawn,
Like a beam of light passing through a sacred prism,
Multiplied into the pool of infinity,

The savage reality our own
The salvage of reality torn throughout space and time,
Rhymes of peace and limes,
Bitter sweet rhythms of broken glass splinters my existence,
Shooting outward into space,
Withering abundance flickers from a window in a crystal paradise,
Live the story,
Pass the quiz,
Rock your soul out,
Spill the blood of consciousness on the rocky floor,
Left the earth in 2007 spinning matrix's, realities,
Saw the eternal spirit amongst the angels naked and free,
Hibernating there in a mystical dreamland,
Saw the duality and oneness drip from me like an hourglass,
Saw the end of days and of new beginnings,
That time though the piercing blackness of the dream world caught me off balance at first,
Though nothing can prepare one for the true reality more true and more real,
Unfiltered an un-tunnel reality,
Everlasting momentary enlightenment,
The love of the earth and of space,
I see it all becoming one,
I feel my being thrown through wormholes,
Distant galaxies echo-as I travel through sound,
Consuming the ravens bread,
The living physical embodiment of god it beacons to all,
As cubes float around by the power of will,
As rulers test life and death where true knowledge is shown threw,
As I dream with my waking mind,
On that day of becoming,

Blinding lights make worms bleed out my ears,
Meta-physically eating through my brains,
The intensity of delusion and insanity peaks,
At a time of greatest weakness of body and mind,
How I came through the force of life only knows,
Devouring the soul one finds the mystery unsolved,
Knows from the spirits that they are not ode to the senses as most of us are deceived,
Higher sense knows no bounds,
It can make you believe lies or truths,
But death is the greatest teacher for those that wish to learn,
A paradise lies within our minds for all to see, within everyone’s grasp,
Lest the air run out before we can truly breathe, in thee air that makes us truly see,
Within a new eye a true eye,
Were the ones we’ve been waiting for,
We are our salvation incarnate,
The one in my dreams calling out through time,

When shall I be free in perfect harmony,
Let loose the beasts of ultimate burden,
Free yourself from pain in the way that life divides splits into the ether,
Into death and life dissolves like salt in a boiling pot,
A melting pot of primordial creation,
Ever-turning spurned fields of time and direction,

How can the devil take me now,
That I see through the mysteries of life and death,
Look through the cracked mirror of time,
Your time has come to look through the distorted windows of vision,
Through yourself and shine within the field of blinding, shinning, lights,
That echo through space, forever freedom is, but we are not free,
How can the devil strike your soul,
When life consumes death at times your soul is devoured by curiosity and greed,
Heaven stops me at the gates of dawn,
They can tell me without words,
One born of many,
Part alien-gnome part Hindu god,
Told me in a day,
That I may go beyond these gates at any time,
That there is no division,
That I now pass beyond,
Into the valley of truth,
To the center of time, the source of life and death,
The source of the infinite universe,
Swirling galaxies, nebulas, auras of space throughout times,
Visions of life,
Cradled in the light,
Desolate lands of ice mountains melt into the setting sun,
Emerald gates floating on moonbeams,
Under the sea,
Doorways of blackness,
A rope that pulls you down,
Tells you a story of beings long before a world that passed away,
But ingenious lives pertain today,
All true life sustains.