(It has been too long since i have written, my mind has been scattered and wandering about the broken bits, too spread out to find the time to put them together, to find the time to breathe.

--From this point i can only clearly recall the object suddenly being almost straight over us, no more than fifty feet in the air, flying steadily and in complete silence.This object was massive, and bulky in shape, two huge solid orange-red lights stood out prominently at either end of this craft, along with another bold orange-red light striping down the center of the object. And also, this thing wasn't alone.--

I'm not quite certain how I'm going to be able to fit all of this into coherent words for you all to read, but I feel that it must be written down.

I am the Cosmos, the Universe, I am the sun and the earth.
And guess what? So are you.

So, at least now i have proof, i have eye witnesses. Now, at least i know i'm not just 'seeing things' or imagining that i'm seeing things, but what i am more certain of than perhaps any other thing is what i see with my own eyes.

Just at the end of the Totality of the lunar eclipse on December 21st, just as the blinding light began to reveal itself as the shadow of our planet was stripped away, I ingested two grams of psilocybin mushrooms, about six mushrooms, stems and caps.

I'm praying for tidal waves.

As i type these words, i am being forced to breathe toxic fumes that are produced when plastic, rubber, and god knows what else is set to a flame. A neighbor of mine in my friendly little block of houses decides not to recycle or to even THROW AWAY their trash, but to burn it..

"Spectral Moon day 26
Year of the Blue Cosmic Storm

kin 84: Yellow Rhythmic Seed
I Organize in order to Target
Balancing Awareness
I seal the Input of Flowering
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality
I am guided by my own power doubled "

What does this all mean? Am i trying to be told something? I'm going to be getting 'into it' quite a bit here people. These accounts are personal, and very real experiences, and this kind of thinking is not for the faint or for the weak.