A Transmission (or Rant): How things come to exist

[Note: This blog entry is actually something I wrote down in a journal I used to carry with me. I have yet to read what I wrote-- that will happen for the first time as I type it out. I call this bit of writing a transmission because at the time that I wrote it, the words flowed from my pen so naturally. I recall while writing, feeling as if the top of my head were very open, and I sensed some sort of energetic flow enter me through my head, travel down my arm, and finally out the pen as words. Enjoy.]

12/31/10 [Note: Until this very moment, I had no idea I wrote this on New Year's Eve... I still have no recollection of it though.]

Repression seeks to hide its own self, but consciousness luckily seeks to reveal itself. It is in this way that consciousness, which is the reality of existence, is exponential, approaching the infinite opposites to reach a central, unified point of existence. Like a fractal, the whole is contained fully within each part, no matter how large or small. According to the fractal nature of energy, the whole "universe" -- all of existence, "past," present or "future," in every (in)conceivable possible way-- exists within each smaller subset of the whole existence, be it person, place, event, or object. This explains the seemingly paradoxical, traditionally archaic thought, that to travel inwards, perhaps to the soul, could reveal the universe. So the "universe" (every possible past, present or future) is just a collection of subconscious "selfness energies". These energies come to take physical form by people's "belief" in them; a higher concentration of energy directed at the same "thing" (or idea in this case) will make it denser, which will result in its "creation" or physical existence as recognized by the very consciousnesses that brought it into existence.