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Gitana's blog

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and i want

and i want to sing, so that having sung i would not have my music die...
and i want to laugh, so that having laughed i would not enter heaven empty..
and i want to cry, so that having cried my laughter would never ever be alone in its wandering...
and i want to express, so that having expressed i would not feel i left notthing for those who come behind...

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as woman; seeking, seeing man...

I'm sick of being the nice friend, the confidant but not the woman who a man will cross the deadliest ocean to find...I want that kind of man, the kind of man who will scour hell and beyond just to kneel at my feet.

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Gitana's Group Discussions

"Banish the word 'struggle' from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration. We are the ones we have been waiting for." — Hopi elders

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About Me

Bio

Ever since childhood I have know that life was about joy, excitment and evolution. For a while I lost that but have now come home to it again. I have recently finished a BA in Philosophy and for the past year have been a student of the Initiate School of the Canadian Rokcy Mountians. That path has lead me here.

I am passionate about the quest, the journey, the magic of trusting completely. However, trusting commpletely is a part of my learning journey so I tend to pulse back and forth between letting go with trust and holding on with control. I dream of the freedom to connect authentically with others, through music, poetry and laughter. I dream of an Aldous Huxliean "ISLAND" world.

Skills and talents
I laugh contagiously. I smile deeply and connect with my heart wide open. I sing richly and dance robustly, elouquently adding to the magical carnival perspective and way of being. Hence, I look for the magic in the world. I like play and movement, laughter and expression. My body is agile and strong allowing me to move and work in a variety of ways and settings. I am a mediator, respecting differeing viewpoints and guiding resolutions. I am responsible and reflective, allowing me to connect openly with others. I am a "feeler" in relationships.
Interests
and the list goes on..., bodies, children, dirt, dogs, earth, emotion, evolution-in and out, excitation, Expression, feeling, Gardens, laughter, Life, Love, melody, mirth, moon, movement, mushrooms, oak, ovulation, pine, reprograming my programs, rubber boots, song, spruce, sun, teddy bears, Water
What I'm Reading
At Present: "Biology of belief" "the secret of creation: nothing matters"
What I'm Listening To
Regina Specktor The wind My heart beat My dogs breath My body and breath My Self (more and more) Gaia (more and more)
Movies I've Seen Recently
the reader

Education

High school
Innisfail Jr. Sr. High School
College
Red Deer College; BA Phil University of Calgary
Additional study
Initiate School of the Candian Rocky Mountians

Work

Employer
C.A.R.E. (central alberta refugee effort) (Part Time)
Position
Immigrant Youth Coordinator