Ascension dream? Beam me up 2012

I am not the type of person to get wrapped up in the alien abduction hype. Although I do think something peculiar is happening here in other realms – dream states and psychedelic trips. With this inquisitive mind, I can't help but ponder and dissect these experiences.

I had this crazy nightmare last night. What I remember is minimal, but basically, it was “time” - like 2012 doomsday time. We knew it was an alien race that was coming. I had this terrible fear and felt unprepared. The moon changed its orbit around the earth - it starting doing an up and down yet across orbit - like a wave, or like the top of a crown – down into a curve then back up again, and repeating that way. This affected the waves to become huge and super choppy [up and down and across] and the ocean where I was started to rise. It was utter chaos and I knew we were all going to drown. I could feel a space craft coming for me, its energy pulsating above. It was coming to save me. In a frenzy, I grabbed a lighter, a prayer candle and a phone from the dusty ground. Before I could grab anything else, I was being beamed into the sky by this craft and was rendered paralyzed for the most part, being sucked up from the crown chakra. There were other random objects in the beam, but I was searching for my boyfriend. I was grasping and clawing at the air and other objects but I couldn’t see him. I could feel him left behind. As I was being sucked up into the sky, I was so scared that I started hyperventilating and before I got to the craft, I woke myself up – I was gasping for breath and I noticed though only 45 minutes had passed since I went to bed, I wasn’t under the covers anymore. It was like I was thrown back onto my bed.

I’m definitely the type to chalk this up to simple “nightmare” status, but how can I enter that deeply into a detailed dream state after 45 minutes? When I got up this morning, I called my boyfriend and gave him the rundown of my dream. He told me that he was listening to a Red Ice Radio podcast last night [2/10/11: Alex Putney – Messages of Resonance Change in 2012 – hour two] that was explaining a galactic pulse and the wobbling of the moon into this “teeter totter” pattern due to a flash of light that will cause a reversal of Earth in 2012. Coincidence?

Almost exactly a month ago during an intense OBE while on mushrooms, I jumped into bed because I was freezing and my trip was so intense, I just wanted to sleep it away [yeah, right?!]. I kept my eyes closed tight and tried to sleep. But instead I left my body completely and was brought outside of earth. At first, the colors were earthy brown. But soon it was dark and grayish and silvery out there. I was staring at the planet but my perspective was out and below it kind of staring up at it. The planet was on my left side. This is when I became severely humbled in the presence of beings that were unearthly. I don’t know who they were, but one who spoke directly from above and right, a female entity. As I looked at the earth, I could see green insect beings wrapped around and above it, kind of braided and wrapped together like a Celtic design, but the beings were huge and hovering around our planet. Whoever was speaking to me was not of these buggish creatures. Whoever it was, was from a space immensely far beyond and benevolent. This female entity was showing me what our planet was controlled under [the insect beings]. My interpretation was that they had the power to destroy us, but that we were destroying ourselves – we had blown it and it is only a matter of time. There was a battle of good and evil going on, something so much larger than we could ever comprehend. We are entirely miniscule in the grand scheme. This whole time I was bowing in humility to this entity. I was then shown a lot of things in my personal life, and how love and compassion is the only way to redeem ourselves in the end -to teach love and light to each other.

Nothing mind blowing or new - pretty basic concepts there, but still important.

My whole life has been colored with experiences of ET’s in my dreams, while under the influence and in waking “reality.” But I can’t help but make the connection that these types of things happen specifically when the senses are enhanced and when we delve into the realms of mind.

I was watching an interesting documentary [Psychotropic Drugs and the Nature of Reality: http://www.esoterictube.com/psychotropic-drugs-and-the-nature-of-reality.html] which scientifically explained why we see objects and shapes on the left and dialogue on the right during altered states of consciousness. This doc started to make me think that these realms we experience that are produced in the mind may be just that - crazy things that happen in our mind. Or is it that we touch places in our brain that take us to far out dimensions, places we can’t see with our physical two eyes, but only with the third? And at what point is the information found in these dimensions worth talking about? Is it just a dreamy experience of personal gibberish, a place for lesson and growth, or is it important to bring these tidbits back for others to see? When are lines drawn from insignificant to prophecy, premonition and wisdom?