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Message in a Dream Bottle

Entering a new phase of my life, I've been graced with the time and attention to write, think and just simply be. This has led to some unexpected and amazing consequences. I have had a spontaneous rekindling of interest in learning and dreaming, and a strange upwelling of physical energy to act upon and absorb this manic phase of experience.

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Neigh Sir, Nay!

I was ushered into what seemed to be a post-initiation chamber. The mood of the vaguely perceived crowd there gathered was revelatory, apparently excited that another one of their own had made it through to manhood.

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Jahsee's Group Discussions

"Banish the word 'struggle' from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration. We are the ones we have been waiting for." — Hopi elders

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About Me

Bio

As far as I can discern, I am alive and corporeal, and have been since October 2, 1978. There is some undeniable reality to my inner senses, which accept with some degree of certainty that there is something more than meets the eye connecting, coursing through, multidimensionally interpolating and interpenetrating, and in some inexplicably complicated way, coordinating all that is around, and is, us.
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I keep drifting away from the common pathways walked by other citizens of the U.S.A. through natural tendency and force of will. I feel cyclically compelled to reign myself back in order to function highly and respectably in a stimulating, but often soul-bereft, upper-class, private NY college, with the goal of paying my student loans and filling my belly.
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In, of, and intermittently disassociated from the physical, psychological and spiritual realms manifested as such through reassembled signs within my sensory and thought-manifesting locus, I have been trying to syncretize that which is material, that which is currently too subtle to be understood as such, and an even more slippery third state which might be an alternation of the first two, so rapidly and imperceptibly changing as to become symbolized as a third possibility to my limited sensory and representational abilities.
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Although this revisitation of existential questioning could be dangerously stroking the illusions of ego, and is admittedly selfish in time and energy, leading directly to no concrete altruistic benefits, it is my hope that through committing true energy and intention towards the purification and real understanding of our inner-worlds, that we may act and interact more fruitfully, and with less of the unconsciously implanted, alienating, and destructive behavioral models that our flawed societies, with progenitorial fervor, try force upon us.

Skills and talents
teaching music in academia, tickling ivory, opening didgeridoo portals, beating African drums, thinking, creating, feeling with my heart and soul
Interests
altered states, astral projection, direct perception, essence of spirit, freedom, Gnosis, Nature, Sound
What I'm Reading
Carl Jung, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Joseph Campbell, Jeremy Narby, Valerie Hunt
What I'm Listening To
Scriabin, Rachmaninov, Tabla Beat Science, Huun Huur tu, Ninja Tunes, Nosaj Thing, Alan Watts, Nature, Inner thoughts and perceptions
Movies I've Seen Recently
Cave of Forgotten Dreams, Infinity: the Ultimate Trip, Garbage Warrior, The Secret

Education

High school
Upstate, NY
College
SUNY x 3
Graduate school
Ithaca, NY

Work

Employer
private college, upstate NY
Position
piano teacher, world music student