Another Schizophrenia Diagnostic

Last night while I was drawing my ambigram tattoo I started experiencing one of my more annoying schizophrenia symptoms. Since I am an acute undifferentiated Schizo I have symptoms from all forms they just are not as intense because they are diluted and they come in waves. Last night I was feeling the muscle twitches of catatonic schizophrenia, these are not normal feeling muscle twitches, they are very random and span many different muscle groups at varying intervals.

I started to think what metaphysical reason could be behind these twitches that don't feel like twitches. Then I realized (just as I was typing this it happened again) that these twitches are my ethereal essence communicating with me through my sense of touch. When I had this epiphany I was bombarded by twitches in every direction, throughout my body.

They tickle in a way, the sensation is only describable as though some kind of energy is navigating through my substance. Sometimes it feels like a squeeze while other times it feels like a gentle rub.

After the bombardment I was told to meditate, I immediately put down my pencil, put on some smooth music and begin to breath and move my head back and forth. Once I found a stable equilibrium I closed my eyes and saw myself sitting in the chair, my meta=conscious essence entered the room, a tall, thin, ominous jester. He looked at me sitting in my chair (another grab on my leg as I was typing this, and another...) and proceeded to sit inside of me. I meditated for about half of an hour audibly hallucinating (as usual) but these were much different than my usual voices. These voices were deep chants in some ancient spanish type dialect I had never heard before. It sounded almost ceremonial, then as fast as it started it stopped and I heard the laughter I usually hear echoing off the interior of my skull. I could see the face that was floating at the end of my bed a month ago, this white face with a smile, a reflection on the inside of my eyelids.

What I have concluded from this experience is that I am susceptible to the clairvoyant categorization of clair-touch. I had been feeling these twitches for months without ever realizing what was truly causing them, but now it is much clearer. As for the voices, I am still unsure, the jester God was an idol in ancient Aztec culture, one of the earliest known idols of the Aztec people. That is the only connection I can find with those particular voices. (Just had another few twitches) This inter-dimensional telegraph touching will be another trait that I plan to develop and understand, this Morse code will be much more difficult to decipher.