Desire must Die, the Eye goes Higher

No one is to blame but everyone, everything is the fault of all who walk on two feet. We are change, golden orbs in a sea of shit, but we are still making a fatal mistake. Desire disrupts even the most benevolent of intentions, and intensifies the malicious ones. The desire of the few and the powerful has manifested the chaos we see on the T.V, the desire of the many makes them pinch a pretty penny. So where does this leave us? We desire change, we desire order, we desire a shift... how foolish we are.

The desire that not just the ESM, but activist movements everywhere possess is one of questionable foundations. Many people see us as devious nut cases who are banking on some magnificent event that will change the face of mankind and reality forever. We understand what they don't, we desire to be the change in them, to prepare them, this in my opinion is silly. Why prepare those who are obviously meant to be slapped in the face by the fantastical? Why try to pull someone from the illusion that have deliberately chosen the blue pill? This desire to open the eyes of the trapped is very counter productive for a movement as across the universe as the ESM.

Now, this is not to say that individuals lost in the illusion are not worth anything. No, they are just as important of a variable in the alchemy of consciousness shifting as we are. We are but only one catalyst of change, the other is the golden lined intervention of the divine. Our mercurial properties as messengers in the relative "Quiet" before the storm is simply to begin the process of coagulation. The lead heads waltzing around this itty bitty blue marble with a veil over their face might start to mix with the liquid metal of our integrating psyche, but most sadly will not. For them, like the fate of many across the globe will be one of shock and awe, mind you this is as necessary as our existence as hermetic mouthpieces. Without these blind folk how does one think the quantum leap could occur? We are already on the other side trying to ferry over as many souls as possible into our premature shangri la. Only so many will be released from the constrictions of a made up existence before the flash seen round the world. I can already see the jaws on the floor, the tears of dismay and the screams of "HOLY SHIT!" from these blockheads made of lead.

We need ignorance, it is necessary for the jump, we need peoples realities to be forcibly torn away from them. Then, like naked babies without a blanket, our new divine assignment will be to warm these cold souls with the radiant heat of love. Our true purpose is to calm these fetal spirits, to organize and interpret the overwhelming shower of light blinding their now open minds eye.

I am not advocating an anti-social stance with the many hollow skulls crawling through this hell on earth, again we must at least try to plant the seeds of divinity, if their minds do not flower at least we tried. Trying to change and desiring to change are two very different intentions. Desire wastes its time focusing on why the "I" or "me" still present in all of us wants it all to just change and call it a day, to roam the garden again. That is why we still suffer, and yes we all still do suffer, it is thanks to that desire. Do not desire, just know, knowing can make even the most horrific truth seem much less horrible, possibly even welcoming. The idea of millions of individuals dying in a few moments sounds dismal, but again I know why, I know death, so it does not bother me.

To you, the ESM I say this, desire is the shadow of our benevolent being as an integrator, truth is our sword and love is our vocation. Keep trying, stop wanting and let the REAL powers that be do what they have been preparing for since the time of antiquity.

See you on the flip side.