An eerie instance of unconsciousness

InHigh school I was a cynic after my friend was murdered. I had lost my belief system because I denounced the Catholic faith. I was searching my immature psyche for answers. I had not discovered shamanism or read anything about what I was writing about. I was simply writing for my journalism class in which most of my writings were never published (you'll see why). I had no idea why I was writing this, I was simply spewing my schizophrenic mind vomit for a grade. Now looking back two years later I realize that I was seeing it very vaguely yet very clearly. This is a retrospect of my high school thought process, I look back and smile knowing this was divinely inspired. Hope you enjoy.

'We as a human society have reached a pinnacle of consumption and earthly wrong doing. We incoherently ravage a domain graciously donated by some omnipresent force; the alignment of the formula of life was concieved with all the dynamic tools needed to eventually build a utopia. We have trail blazed thus far, with countless mistakes and fallacies we have eked out an existence. As we “advance” with an ignorant momentum, a clan of percieved heretics voice out a plausible argument that we are in a vicious 360 degree coil with only two options of absolution, the lashing of our pride and accepting responsibility of our destructuve attempt at advanced civilization. Or the complete lack of regard for what is just; to act on none of the blatantly obvious cries whispered by the planet we so selfishly take for granted. This lack of discretion will eventually lead us to self destruction. Possibilities humanity will have the capability to advance from such a catastrophic overflow of atrocities, the chance of surviving the eventually self anhiliating fate of our own ignorance is meager.
We pray to our higher being in hope that through faith and morality we will be granted entry into flawlessness. I believe in potential for earthly utopia, if by chance the earth were raptured not of the worthy to live in the embodiment of perfection, but an extirmination of those that hinder our species with wickedness. Preventing our society from entering a process of intellectual growth, over a span of generations without the corruption of the primal fragments of human ego. All imperfect behavior is driven by the desires that spawn in the nether, promidently primordial regions of our mind. Once we as humans can alter our state of conciousness into a permenant mindset that has extinguished all uneeded desire we can begin taking strides toward a society that will be the accumulation of the intellect and morality we have capacity for. We can build from an eventual enlightened perception, reorganize, and prioritize the existance that will, to the intelligent and prosporous, be an affirmation of the most suitable lifestyle.
The vision of perfection is hazey to the current spacial inhabitants of this divine science experiment, we are on a path that has been tread on by trial and error, Faith in the eventuality of finally climbing to the peak of our existence has been imaginated and dubbed “heaven”, “zion”, “the other side”. Our understanding of this perfect place is relative and oppinionated, shaped by the teachings we have accumulated through an extensive history. It has been established that a habitat of complete bodily and mental liberation exists. Location of this great plain of neverending beauty is incomprehensible, we attempt to explain it through scripture but it is an impossible subject to inject into the ignorant human psyche.
Heaven is a vision we place in an unreachable sector, a place we can only find through expiration of the time we consume in our infintessimle existence. We as humans are a young and ambitious species with a capacity to adapt unlike any other creature ever formulated. With this superior ability to evolve at a rapid rate we have an advantage over the beings sub level to us. If time allows and we expand mentally and decline in population into a moderate group of advanced beings we will have an arsenal at our disposal for the creation of utopia. Heaven is eventuallity on earth if everything falls into place accordingly. A hard concept to understand because we as human beings “have no comprehension of perfect”. This is true at the current point in our immaculately motivated experiment. If a higher being layed the foundation for a species that has an ability to abstractly express themelves in the present, imagine what the possibilities of future advancements may be. Life is not an assessment of morality; life will eventually become the accepting, embracing and distribution of morality amoung a group of highly advanced humans. Zion, the envisioning of utopia on earth, if we, by chance, reach this final milestone of civilization, the being that put this melting pot in motion will likely embody himself and congragulate the creators of the sanctuary of the living and the dead, all spirits and living will coexist as one. We were not created to live and then eventually die with no impact on our place of origin. Our calling is higher and when we reach the final stepping stone of our timeline and the coexistence of all these variables becomes a reality time will no longer rule over us, we will no longer be limited by that dimension.

I am not stating this as fact, just thinking abstractly. Stimulating mine and the readers role in the existance we stumbled upon. '