The hardest question.

I have thought for many hours on the secret to the universe, life and energy. Researching quantum mechanics and introspectively through psychedelics and meditation. I have created a model that i will attempt to explain as best I can though it is difficult for me to even fully understand it.

Life, consciousness and energy intertwined:

With modern strides in quantum mechanics we have discovered that electrons react to our observation either as a wave or a particle, dictated entirely by the means of observation we decide. Meaning that we create and manipulate the particle/waves themselves simply by knowing they exist. Similarly, astronomy is essentially time travel, we can through long exposures see billions of years into the past of our home universe, again simply by our observation. So conscious observation is obviously what dictates and manipulates reality.

We of course did not observe atoms and the subatomic dimension until the early 1900's, though they must have existed right? This means that something or someone else must have been observing it before us. Me personally I see time as an illusion and all past, present and future exist simultaneously in adjacent planes of reality. So beings as smart, and smarter than us have been and will be observing this realm for all time. they don't necessarily have to be physical forms, but can be.

So what does it all mean? Well it means that we are all "gods" observing (in my opinion) other universes/ multiverses (atoms) and smashing them together causing them to seperate and expand into an entire space (big bang?) in planes beyond our perception. This is not the only way I see other universes being created because they must be created in all ways, so another example would be supernova explosions causing space/time fabrics (membranes?) to collide, creating varying initial conditions for a new universe.

When I say we are "gods" I mean any and all conscious beings are gods because they do not just live in the illusory reality (like animals and lower intelligent life forms) but they observe and dissect it to understand and master it. We are still in bodily form, meaning we are not perfect, we make mistakes in order to learn from them. Though, each and every mind creates universes and reality simply by thought. We are creators of realities that exist beyond physical perception, so this raises the question, are we just the manifestation of anothers creative imagination? Well that would point to God, but then again, if we are gods and for the most part don't even realize it, we have been ignorantly creating realities in alternate planes for aeons. This cannot be, only a god in bodily form is ignorant to its godlyness.

Metaconsciousness is the term that describes the "between life" stage of a spiritual entity where it aquires all the vast knowledge of the universe before it decides to embody into a physical "shell". So if this is true and time is an illusion, then we are our own creators. We from the metaconscious state create our own image of ourselves, meaning we are our own god(s).

So how does energy play into all of this? Well I see our sun as an atomic nucleus, and we experience a particle (planet) because that is what we observe, when in reality it is a wave of time (something we cannot visually percieve) creating an oroborus of evolution. This evolution continues until our star blinks out and recycles itself. It has also been discovered that all atomic particles contain all the other ones, meaning that electrons are the same as protons and neutrons just have a different perspective. So if this is true and our sun to us is an atomic neucleus, then from a galactic perspective a star becomes an electron, floating on density waves (again the wave particle phenomenon) with opposing forces at the center (super massive black hole, and matter/ energy). So then galaxies are atoms as well. Pull back the perspective even further and then adjacent universes are attatched to each other like bubbles, intertwined by a web of blackholes (and dark energy?) creating from our perspecive atoms. We harnass the energy of the cosmos (electricity, solar etc) because we are conscious (gods) and have the ability to create energy. So energy creates consciousness, and consciousness creates energy.

It is a never ending cycle of creation and destruction, our own spiritual selves manifest themselves as physical energy in order to accumulate life experience and learn more. and our consciousness (ego) and creativity create other realities with our mind, so conscious, through its creation, creates other consciousness. I have not refined the entire hypotheory of this, but have a decent understanding of it. I essentially beive that from a certan perspective we can catagorize all consciousness into the atomic structure, for example our brains, seperated into sections, that oppose each other, though function in unison. Just an example. Hope this sparks some conversations and questions.

Remember, I am a fool for thinking I am wise, but wise for knowing I am a fool, because the atomic structure we percieve could be irrelevant in other constructs of reality, so this is all hypothetical. If atoms are mostly empty space, then do we exist?