Green Festival San Francisco, April, 2010

Early on in his lecture on The Ahrimanic Deception, Rudolf Steiner indicated that one of the primary missions of spiritual humanity in this fifth post-Atlantean epoch, is to resist the deluge of materialism with all of our tenacity of spirit; for (as I too believe) this is the capital mechanism whereby humanity is deceived by the fallen thought-forms holding sway over this world: [human tendency toward avarice, control, pomp and luxury]. Even from a broad sociological standpoint, I believe we can say that more and more people worldwide are experiencing a growing ennui in regard to materialism and its globalizing force, a listless malcontent (even if its subconscious) beside the vacuity of material aggrandizement and its so many stagnant confining cubicle prisons. People want to touch and feel Gaia, to remember her invigorating vibrational life-breath......even if they don't quite know it yet – this be their gnaw of subconscious material malcontent. Such was mine immediately upon entering the corporate world fresh out of college ten years ago, naïve and spiritually clueless, just trying to survive in bombastic Southern California. It took me a few years of cubicle bouncing to face the music............there was much more to life than this mundane material pining. And so in 2005, I left that type of cube space, never to look back.

A human consciousness becoming, a spiritual searcher, an artist with an inclination toward the pen, this was my lot. Deep within me there was this growing obligation to do whatever I could to help restore harmony upon earth, to be part of this movement. Like so many of us on this Mecca, I am often weighed down and enervated by the gravities of pervasive materialism (particularly in Southern California); and it is in these times of depressed overwhelming that a light shines and speaks to me: “It is time to attend an earthy festival, my son, to be reinvigorated in the company of like-minded folk.” So, if finances permit, I heed to this call of my intuition, my higher self speaking to me, for that angel has never been wrong. And when I saw the notification of Greenfest San Francisco on Realitysandwich.com, and that some brilliant, like-minded folk like Daniel Pinchbeck and Paul Stamets (and many more) would be speaking, I knew I had to make it happen. Evermore trying to flow with life's adventures and hold on to that beatnik traveling spirit dangled by London, Kerouac, and the likes, I jumped into my buddy Keith's RV and headed up to NorCal, stopping for some perfect central coast layovers on the way, including a spectacular 14 mile hike through the volcanic Pinnacles National Monument in bloom.

A number of blocks yet away from the festival, I already felt my vibration begin to quicken when a nice woman asked if I was attending the event, seeming to intuit my destination by some sort of resonance mystery (for I was wearing plain garb). My heart and spirit accelerated intensely as, drawing closer, we came upon more of our people. Ahhhhh, home once again, with other folk on the consciousness quest. Yeah baby! And walking into Green Festival I became even more juiced, met by myriad smiling faces and high-vibrational, Eco-humanitarian energy abounding. I immediately sped over to the main stage 2012: Time for Change forum, for these mystical thinkers were one of the principal reasons I had made the journey. I felt a warming reception from the people I sat near, holding tightly to the words of my fellow Zero Point aspirants. My own intuitions and learned perceptions of this Mayan Prophecy run synchronously with the thoughts of Pinchbeck, Barbara Hand Clow, and Carl Johan Calleman: that this cosmic astrological shift into higher vibrational ether (the alignments of the Photon Band, Alcyone, all that is the galactic Tree of Life with Gaia) is a chance for humanity to make a vast evolutionary leap back into co-creative harmony with the Omnipresent, the ineffable, and illimitable other benevolent lifeforms attuned to the Cosmic Laws of right thought, right conduct, bottomless love and compassion and selflessness.

Like so many of us, I too was abhorred (but not shocked) to see the trailer of Hollywood's doomsday interpretation of 2012; what I view as the fallen thought-forms, the elitist powers that be in our sphere of consciousness development, trying desperately to maintain fear and low, limited thought vibration – for positive, purely centered thought readily manifests into actuality (especially en masse), which could catapult us beyond their material, dogmatic, and competitive distortions that humanity has allowed itself to be duped by, especially in these grand cosmic times prophesied by the Maya and others. The Avatar Sai Baba has also confirmed that we are so lucky to have been born at this stage of earthly evolution. And to those entities obsessed by control and the ego-self, and their inimical measures imposed therefrom, I try to avoid any stance of victim-hood in my conceptions, for, like the Hopi and Pleiadian energies have indicated, our current situation on earth is something human will has still allowed to happen, allowing itself to be deceived, and taking any type of victim stance will only draw in more of that negative thought energy, repeating this denigrated cycle. Through teachers like these I have come to believe that asking for cosmic help with an attitude of self-ownership to the present state that exists and self-empowering action on our own part is that which will be received by the higher consciousness forms of this spiritual universe, rather than the aforementioned 'victim, save-me-God' supplications, those only repeating the destructive cycle by drawing in negative, helpless energy, that denying self-ownership to a reality as it exists. In this, I have to remind myself that it is not merely this trifling span of lifetime that has brought us to this juncture, but an unfathomable multiplicity of human lifetimes of experienced soul evolution. 2012: Time for Change: all the commentary and responses to audience questions by the panel I found to be harmoniously in tune and centered upon the values of unity and cooperation amongst our fellow humans and Gaia's ways of life unfoldment - these were definitely some of the people I have so hoped to connect with.

As I had anticipated, the overall feel I sensed from fellow festers was one of love and acceptance, a welcoming of the diversity collage that was this gathering. Here was a place I would have felt comfortable talking of high celestial beings (even my own 3 personal UFO sightings), the miracles of Sai Baba and his message, Steiner's teachings, or even nixies, succubi, and dryads; and here were others – like Pinchbeck – that had had similar experiences and thought-pull alignments. I believe that our thoughts and intentions, aligning with the creative Cosmic Laws, bring us together on this physical plane for a magnanimous purpose.......Green Festival San Francisco was undeniably that manifestation for me. And what a place of sharing and learning. Having read one of his co-authored books some years ago, I had already had a taste of the fungal genius of Paul Stamets, and his lecture on Saturday did not disappoint. I learned of 30 ft. mushrooms in the nascent primordial stages of earth evolution, undeniable links between fungus and soil detoxification (that blew me away), and fungal neural networks working symbiotically with other plant-life on a sheer vexing scale, plus more ad infinitum. Stamets is a true humanitarian, earthitarian, scholar and philanthropist, a disciplined academician I could only hope to emulate. There was literally such a plethora of impressive speakers and topics that one could have occupied themselves for an interminable length of time here.

Having worked in the solar arena for some time, I was also very impressed with the renewable energy representation at Greenfest; along with many of the alternative energy, lifestyle, and economy centered stage lectures like: Green Financial Incentives, The Business Case for Protecting the Climate, Building a Green Bay Area, Diet for a Hot Planet, Solutions for a Sustainable Future, Green Living Project, Edible City: Building a Sustainable Food System, The Role of the Green Movement in Communities of Color, Opportunities in Green Business, Home Solar Energy, Petroleum Free in One Year: Get Oil Out, A Fierce Green Fire (film), Daniel Pinchbeck with Charles Shaw: Writers Evolve to Meet New Media Paradigms, Ecological Bionics and City Metabolism, Weaving the Web with Green Values, Lo-Carbon Lifestyle Trends, Healing Waters Within and Without, and many more. Even being a frequent attendee of earthy-oriented festivals (Oregon Country Fair, Earth Dance, High Sierra Music Festival, National Rainbow Gathering, etc.), and having come across a wave of green clothing designs at these gatherings, I was still amazed at the spiritually redolent and Gaia-oriented eclectic fashions that jumped out at me at Greenfest. Jung Maven hempware was a booth of eclectic, psychedelic and spiritually-oriented styles that really grabbed me (jungmaven.com).

Being somewhat of a superfood dilettante, I had hoped for a strong representation therein at the event – I wasn't disappointed. Green and live superfoods of perplexing quantities of origin were represented, including two of my favorites: the raw blue green algae out of Klamath Lake, and a multitude of new products from Health Force Superfoods (the company that makes Vitamineral Green). A new leaf of tea (for we Americans) also seized my eye and my taste-buds: Guayusa Tea of the Amazon (procured by Runa in this case), an invigorating elixir of green-leaf caffeine energy; it was freshly aromatic beside a floral afterglow, not overpowering or bitter, which was a nice change to some of the other South American blends. There were numerous others that time constraints did not permit me to investigate. All told, Greenfest covered this arena replete too. It really was a most sublime amalgam of things earthy, positive, spiritual, and healthy.

And when six o'clock too quickly rolled around on Sunday - similar to those times of conclusion at Oregon Country Fair, Earth Dance and the like – I didn't want it to end and have to leave the unified gathering of these wonderful souls. Coupled with the not-wanting-it-to-end syndrome, the premiere of 2012: Time for Change was sold out, and I was trying not to be dispirited..........And that's when, as if propitiously sent by some divine cosmic entity, a tall dreddy brother gleaming a brightly genuine smile handed me a card to the Greenfest after-party at Temple SF. As I was told Bart stopped running in the later evening hours, I had no idea how I would get back to the RV some distance away in Pacifica; yet no trivial logistics or matters of uncertainty were going to keep me from hang'n with my people a little longer, even if it meant shivering outside for awhile after the bar closed until public transit resumed. So I blasted some hits of the Mendo Snowcap in a couple seedy(ish) back-alleys and shuffled over to a Tapas Brewery on Howard in the interim before trance-fix Witching Hour. Turned out Thirsty Bear Brewing Co. had some delectable veggie tapas on the menu, so, not having eaten all day, I indulged a sensational three-course that turned out to be much heftier than envisioned, all the while beautiful gypsy-fashioned women performed traditional dances on a redounding wooden stage. Wrapping up sup with a couple more cups of stellar San Fran Joe, I headed further down Howard to the club, taking another seedy(ish) alley detour en route. Not that I had to be, but I wanted to be as high as possible for this event, this being sort of a quasi-vacation; and interesting energies can come into one's flow many times in these altered states, especially if a mind is open – Pinchbeck and Hunter S. confirmed.

I met a groovy bro work'n the door, chatted for a few moments, and energetically bounced on into the club........And it was off the chain! The setup really grooved: there was a larger-than-life Buddha statue in full lotus, starry mandalas, spiritual symbols and archetypes spanning the spectrum, a host of different sound-rooms, smooth lighting and soft shadows, and intricate otherworldly projected visuals abounding. It was early, yet there were quite a few green groovers already in attendance, so I leaned back against the wall quietly and enjoyed the intimacy. Seriously, leave it to the techie city to entirely blow my mind with what appeared to be the pinnacle of modern computerized visuals: there were multi-colored images of translucent, polymorphic man representing all the chakras and energy nodes pulsating at the fore of pyramidal collage calligraphy, this just a snippet of the many digital realms that were painted that evening. Thus, all this considered, it really wasn't my fault that I was gonna have to get trope-ic. And on this eve the gods were munificent, for the first brother I approached introduced me to another brother who had just the type of trance I was look'n for. More happy Greenfesters were roll'n in, the party was jiven, so I immediately got psilly.

What a club! These were some of the best DJ's I had heard since the old days at Twilo and the Tunnel in NYC.....absolutely ripping. And the accompanying lyrical artists were just as impressive. I found all the folks work'n the club (bouncers, bartenders, everyone) to be extremely cool as well; good vibes all around. Not surprisingly, there was also a multiplicity of hot, intellectual, earthy women that really knew how to bring the heat to the dance floor and “Put cho weight on it!” as the Disco Godfather would say. I continued to lean back against the wall, trip out, and enjoy my family and the show. I love you guys! You keep the life pump'n through my veins in these sometimes grim and foreboding times; for I am once again reminded that I am not alone.....and that we will make this evolutionary leap!

After a while, as I had hoped, Daniel Pinchbeck showed up with a cortege of smiling, energetic folks. Part of me really wanted to approach him and chat for a brief moment (particularly as I feel he is right on track with what is happening on a cosmic level within our local time-space and further): maybe about some of the fallen celestial beings that I believe have been assisting in the warping of earthly humanity and sucking Gaia dry for quite some time now (Zoroaster, Goethe (coined their leader Mephistopheles) and Steiner's Ahrimanics, the Annunaki, and Luciferics, etc.); or perhaps the section of his book 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl, where he briefly discusses the possibility of the noosphere having a physical location between the two Van Allen radiation belts in the earth's upper atmosphere (they seem to shield and transform the biosphere through the transmutation of cosmic energies, even dangerous rays from the Sun and other cosmic bodies – to give a very cursory overview) and how the U.S. military has been detonating a series of atomic bombs in them, creating artificial radiation belts [this intuitively jumped out at me in his book, because I had just read George Green's series beginning with the Handbook for the New Paradigm, where he discusses the malevolent higher intelligences that are behind the U.S. military, trying to reverse the higher etheric cosmic flow from entering our world in the right way by atomic detonations in specific celestial regions (Green claims to be in contact with Pleiadian consciousness); and the synchronicity that Steiner predicted the global elite brotherhoods of some of these fallen orders introducing inoculations to humanity so as to disincline them from a spiritual life almost 100 yrs. ago [H1N1 ?: all the big promo billboards we even see for getting inoculated for it these days; I believe, like HIV, they infected humanity with these pathogens to serve a number of their interests: 1) depopulate a global population that has geometrically expanded beyond their comfortable control 2) try to keep humanity dumbed down with ingredients of heavy metals in these shots that cause hardening of the brain, Autism and such 3) and the possibility that these shots themselves contain other virulent poisons, pathogens, or toxins (trace the World Health Organizations early path of inoculations in the 70's and early 80's - as well as their methods of recruitment for participants, such as promoting directly to promiscuous gay males in their ads - and you will see that HIV infection spread directly from their global stations of inoculation)]; perhaps make mention of his thought-provoking connection to the Ahrimanics (? Annunaki) wanting to mechanize the world and some of the sweeping imbalances of technology use we can see on our contemporary earth (people so plugged in constantly, they are having little interaction with Gaia and the souls around them); and/or rap with Daniel about an infinite number of expansive cosmic subjects; but, being that I try to respect the space of any spotlight luminary, I remained mute. Though I had had the honor to shake his hand and have a few words on Saturday.

Quick blurb: Please know that it is not my intention to bring up any of these more iniquitous subject matters so as to focus on negativity or fear. I believe we shall overcome through our thought-form, centering it on love, compassion, service to our fellow humanity, and unity, focusing on a new paradigm of higher existence beyond all forms of competition and conventional historical economics. What I bring to light on the negative side of consciousness polarity is with a hope of awakening as to the realities that exist (as cosmically phenomenal and impossible as they may seem), so as to peacefully, cooperatively, and lovingly move through them with a sense of self-ownership as to the global situation as it exists (for free human will has still allowed these denigrations and corruptions to take root), countering it with non-dual unity......LOVE LOVE LOVE. Like many others, I believe spiritual thought and action to be our primary mode of resistance against these forces, along with a healthy resistance of strangling materialism. As thought is light, and light is matter, focused thought – empowered ever more by qualitative and quantitative centering of benevolent intent - will create whatever reality we choose en masse, together. The more thinking and acting toward this new paradigm of loving unity, the quicker will it manifest as the multitudes of thought-foci coagulate into reality and form. Science too is beginning to realize this.

Pertaining to those understandably skeptical, I can convey that I lovingly and humbly genuflect myself to your current state of mind, and rationally and objectively admit that had I not experienced some of my own cosmic experiences (i.e. UFO/otherworldly-vehicle sightings), my research direction and stances regarding earth's situation could very well be altogether different. And had I not been guided by my mentor, Chuck Wein (filmmaker of Rainbow Bridge – Jimmi Hendrix), to the works of Rudolf Steiner, Zecharia Sitchin, Barbara Hand Clow, Hurtak, and many other great spiritual thinkers and academic scholars, their works and bibliographies synchronistically leading to other profound thinkers and theories, my current perceptions, again, could very well be much different than what they are now. But everything happens for a divine reason, and I feel so blessed to have witnessed what I have (in two of the three cases with a couple of my best friends, no less). Yet to those who might be pessimistic, I only ask that you possibly open yourself up to a few questions of critical thought, not to mention questions of cosmic critical cogitation: i.e. Why is it that the majority of American Presidents are interrelated (even Obama to both Bush and Cheney), the same bloodline tracing back to royal Britain, and from Britain to Rome, and Rome to ancient Sumeria and Mesopotamia? Mere coincidence? Well, even if you believe in coincidence (which I do not), there would seem to be something all-too coincidental here. And like Joe Rogan brought to light in Pinchbeck's poignant interview with him on Realitysandwich: Conventionally, taking a stance of material rationalism, how does one explain all these tremendous cosmic anomalies across the globe, such as the precise mathematical and astrological alignments of megalithic pyramidal stones throughout the world? And how they were moved? My theories here lean toward magnetic fields of light harmonic, that of a higher technology from higher intelligences, that have been intertwined with earth's and human's spiritual evolution for spans beyond our reckoning. What of earth's ley lines and centers of profound diamagnetic energy, the Vile Vortices, and how these holy megalithic sites and structures around the world are built over these energy centers of Gaia? What of the Norway Spiral (as Pinchbeck keenly presented) and its nodal configuration in the cosmic Tree of Life? What of the bones of giants (some of them 36 ft. tall) that can be found in the Rothbury (New World Order family – the same royal bloodline) museums (not surprisingly kept closed to the general public)? Are these the Nefilim of ancient religious lore; or, as Sitchin and Hand Clow might inquiringly suggest: are these the aberrant result of the Annunaki's forthgoing biological experimentations on their human worker/warrior? [Thinkers like Sitchin also bring up the interesting consideration that in the bible and other ancient texts, it goes on to say that the sons of the Nefilim would go on to become the kings and rulers of man. Considering this, is this royal bloodline still the demigod connection to the Annunaki of Nibiru, doing Anu's bidding here on earth? Fascinating thoughts to consider; especially when one dissects that, throughout the ages, our political leaders have never brought about any semblance of harmony, either natural or human related.....balance.] Why is our government trying to control food and nutrients, irradiating what we eat, and thoroughly backing GMO mega-giants of death like Monsanto? Is this another method of depopulation through resultant illnesses of toxic poisoning and malnourishment? Why are there connections high within the U.S. Government and other highly influential personages (like Ford and Disney) with the Nazis party? And why did the U.S. not enter the war until the very end, when they knew millions of Jews were being murdered and tortured? Perhaps, was this a test-case in measures of fascist takeover of a massive population through the impending instrument of fear? It would have also served as a useful depopulation tool; doubly useful even, in that it would eliminate a culture that was becoming too financial powerful for the New World Order and it's plans of total world domination. ??? Look at all the fear propounded now. And what might be the connection with the obvious inconsistencies of our government's explanation of 9/11? Questions like these, to the searching, scrutinizing mind, will go on and on? To the skeptical, my only admonishment is to possibly open yourself up to the unexplainable, the grandly cosmic. It just may interest you, and get you thinking outside the box of the materially-based, tunnel-visioned norm that is thrust upon us in the mainstream media. And in all of this, I have to remind myself that everything, both the good and bad, are extensions of the One, thinking within and upon themselves – so love all, even those that may oppress us, with equanimity. What I can do is act upon “being of service to humanity”.

I feel pressed to add that Steiner also predicted in our fifth post-Atlantean epoch, the fusing of the human soul with machine, albeit a rather cursory and ambiguous reference. Again, this prediction might not have had such a profound impact on me, but, guided by the divine through events of synchronicity, just prior to reading this lecture of his (in Secret Brotherhoods), I had read a piece about nanotechnology research into the syncing of it with the human organism going on at MIT; but, (backed by our military) in this case, it is being focused on the application to the human soldier. Is this possibly the beginning, or some nascent form, of what Steiner was referencing? It sent the spores of my mind in interesting intuitive directions.

Right till 4, Temple SF blew us Greenfesters up......and once again, I didn't want to leave my family; but responsibilities in San Diego beckoned and I had to be heading home that day. All around me were smiles and hugs as I sauntered to the door. I left there feeling on top of the world, strengthened and enlivened by you all - my family - once more; and the words of Noam Chompsky echoed resolutely in the halls of my thought: We are not alone. “There are more of us than there are of them.” And for me, and many other spiritual folk, everything is an extension of the One. All you fellow Evolvers, spiritual aspirants, Gaia-lovers........are that great reminder for me. Thank you so very much. Let us continue to gather and encourage one another; for, together, as a combined focus, thoughts becomes reality - we can create an entirely new destiny, a bright new paradigm. And thanks to all the fearless spiritual intellectuals out there for inspiring me and keeping me moving forward in this consciousness revolution: Daniel Pinchbeck, Rudolf Steiner, Barbara Hand Clow, Zecharia Sitchin........and on and on. And thanks to Swami (Sai Baba). Your illimitable love and grace has brought back purpose to my life. You have reminded me that one of my greatest obligations as an evolving soul is to be of selfless service to my fellow humanity. Peace and love to all. Sai Ram.

End note -
My UFO experiences (for those who may be interested). My first UFO sighting was in the late evening on a beach north of San Diego with one of my best friends. I looked up at what appeared to be a star moving at a moderate speed of straight trajectory in space; yet after a few moments, it grew in brightening intensity (the brightest white light I could have ever imagined) to near one-third the size of the moon. It held this state for a few seconds and then faded back down to its original size, and then performed a 90 degree turn and transitioned into some form of increased velocity/space-time travel as it quickly sped beyond our site. This was the first sighting for both of us, and together we stood, carbon-copies of the other, our speechless mouths agape and eyes bulging from the sockets. My intuition called heartily to me: we had been blessed with a sighting. That was in 2004, and I hadn't pieced much together on an earthly cosmic scale yet.

Then, by later 2008, more and more of my research was synchronically piecing earth's and human's cosmic situation together. My head was (and is) in a place open to any type of cosmic phenomenon; and so, inspired by research into Gaia's holy energy places and the ancients who built there, I gathered an expedition of friends for the exploration of Sedona's diamagnetic anomalies. We only had one day and chose the vortex of Boynton Canyon to hike. The hike was magical: undeniably, a surge of higher ether pervaded my person, and I felt the presence of the ancient Hopi and their predecessors who had built there long ago; but as far as otherworldly sightings, we had none on this hike. The way home to San Diego, however, turned out to be quite different........Passing by an Airforce base west of Phoenix, my friend brought something to my attention, “Look at that! Do you see those orbs?! They're over that base; by those planes!” My blood quickened and I peered out the window of our cruising truck, our other friend at the helm. What I saw no material rationale would explain for me: there were a number (around 5) of large, oval-shaped discs of fiery light hovering over the base at probably 1,500 to 2,000 ft. There were military aircraft in the direct vicinity. The objects were a bright yellow of intensity (like the sun) at the core, fading to a mixture of flame oranges at the outer half. And we observed in vexation as each object would instantly disappear and then reappear in another space, seeming to operate along the theories of inter-dimensional travel. We watched this event for the better part of 4 minutes as we ambled along the highway. Currently, one of the books I'm reading is The Keys of Enoch, by Hurtak; and in it, he describes the Merkabah light vehicles of the pure spirits of fire, pure light beings – what he describes seem to be precisely what I saw. I look upon reading this as divine synchronicity, the message that I am blessed and am on the right path. Here again I made note that there was a military presence in this place of sighting; as with my initial sighting being in San Diego, which is covered by a multitude of various military presences.

My third UFO experience came right outside my front door in Oceanside, California (North County San Diego). It was the early spring of 2009 and I was just walking out to my car at around 10:00 p.m. on a Saturday night. Coming up to the car, I was stopped, frozen in place, by a mind-upturning phenomenon.....The formation of the Big Dipper hovered right before me. Yet it was only a short distance from the ground, and rather than stars, each point of its aspect was a pyramidal vehicle composed of 3 lights that glowed the most beautiful golden hue and then faded to darkness, repeating again. This Big Dipper formation of UFO's was directly over the beach of the Camp Pendleton Marine Base here in Oceanside. The closest to the ground of the objects was probably around 150 ft. in the air: this was the tail of the stellar formation, the rest spaced accordingly heading skyward. Living right by the beach and Pendleton, I was very close to this event, and heard no machine or engine noise whatsoever; the vehicles seeming to operate by way of some magnetic technology. I watched this event for about 3 ½ minutes, and then a thick marine-layer blew in and covered the formation. No one else was in my viewable vicinity. Ruminating on this third sighting linked with a military presence, and knowing what I did of the military making illegal land grabs (like the rancher in Sedona) in specific areas of pronounced diamagnetic and UFO activity, I began to make some stronger considerations connected to our world being manipulated by fallen higher intelligences. For - as Steiner and many others indicate – if what happens down here is a reflection of what happens in the heavens (space) and other arenas of the spiritual realm, the battles that are taking place there, and if our military was guided by these controlling thought-forms behind the curtain, them strategically placing themselves in earth centers of cosmic travel (UFO comings and goings into Gaia's sphere) all made more logical sense, at least to my opening mind.

Again, as Pinchbeck so acutely points out regarding his own pattern of belief-evolution in 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl, had I not experienced phenomena like these directly, my openness of thought to theories like Steiner's, Sitchin's, and Barbara Hand Clow's might be very different.......but everything happens for a reason. Peace and love. I miss you Evolvers already.