Will and the True Absence of Fear
posted by Meg Rivers | May 25, 2010
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IcerocketI will do anything to survive in my environment. I will hurt myself and push and scream and someday, if I have to, Meg Rivers will become a ninja.
As my environment becomes more challenging, so I rise to meet the challenge. If it becomes commonly dangerous, I sharpen my repose. It is a comforting environment that enables my state of weakness. My struggles are not enough to elicit full potential at this time.
Soon, I will be able to talk to my body; we are close to understanding one another. The barrier of knowledge is dissolving between they and I – I need know only how to bear my suffering. If they and I coordinate the moment of my passing, they will not sound an alarm. Oh death, where is thy sting?
I have patience; I can wait. If any moment does not happen now, it will. There is no choice but to progress through probability. If I die, the cells in my next body will be a voice of reason; they contain the subsequent program in this globular chess game. There are only so many moves on this sphere…which is exactly why I never play chess.
You need not fear the rush of time, of not having enough lovers in your life. You will have every love in every earthly existence. You may not have them all in this life, or in the order that you desire. Enjoy the moment nigh, for soon it will be gone.
Be a cunning slave to your captor. Do whatever necessary to get through this life, but remember! That's all, just remember. Do not forget.
Forget, Repeat. Forget, Repeat. Forget, Repeat. Remember!
Will I allow the weight of physicality to defeat my will this time, again? Not if life calls for more. It has not yet, but tomorrow it might. Should the sun shine that task upon me, I will respond. Should I die from the effort, I will be back!
If you refuse, you will not be absorbed. Your individuality will grow and grow until you are large enough to meet your most humble teacher. You will be the Yin to the Yang of a very large universe. There will only be the two of you, and your duality makes the world go round.
I move, they move. Check. Checkmate! We are nearing the end of Earthly problems. Like a passcode on a video game, I now see that my lives are infinite. Probability says the next game-sphere has more squares, and I have to go to sleep now.
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Initiations of
— May 25, 2010
Initiations of fear...
Money-a symbol for the efficient distribution of human energy.
What do you mean Bob? “An
— May 25, 2010
What do you mean Bob?
“An invasion of armies can be resisted, but not an idea whose time has come.”-Victor Hugo
I just meant fear is an
— May 25, 2010
I just meant fear is an initiation.
Money-a symbol for the efficient distribution of human energy.
Fantastically brilliant
— May 25, 2010
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Best wishes
CX
http://sailingbeyondknowledge.podOmatic.com
Unfolding an ever evolving humanity -
"we are the last voices to protect nature"
What are you talking about!?
— May 26, 2010
"My struggles are not enough to elicit full potential at this time."
It's so weird, I've been wondering about this lately...
you rock, meg!
— May 26, 2010
hey meg, i just wanted to say that your posts are always an inspiration to me, and i greatly value the things that you have to say.
because i find some much wisdom in your words, i wanted to ask you about one of the central ideas of this piece (or at least what i thought of as one of the central ideas)
you said, "if I die, the cells in my next body will be a voice of reason; they contain the subsequent program in this globular chess game"
i just want to know, do you believe that in the next life your essential "soul" or self will be manifested in a new body?
the idea of reincarnation has always really intrigued me, and although i've come to interpret it a bit differently, Id really like to hear your view of it (if that is indeed, an idea that you find to hold meaning for you).
thanks!
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.” -Albert Einstein
At this time, I believe that
— May 26, 2010
At this time, I believe that it will [might]. There are only so many archetype possibilities that exist in any given sphere at a given space in time, and sometimes bigger things occupy a space (for example, the villian and the victim being played out by T. Rex and triceratops, so the energy that fuels this archetype is being used in such a large space that it probably isn't going on in as many other places as it would otherwise be; the mice have harmony because villian/victim is being used). Does that make sense? I haven't figured out the right way to explain it yet.
I believe that my energy takes up a certain space in the spectrum of archetype, which contains every possible probability in a given sphere. If I continue to live out the same archetype (forget, repeat), the space that particular archetype occupies in my existence grows with each life time and becomes a monster, until I stop repeating the pattern (I remember).
Therefore, I think we do come back, and that with each life our spirit can wax or wane. I'm not sure!
Thoughts or ideas? Babblings? I've been drinking.
“An invasion of armies can be resisted, but not an idea whose time has come.”-Victor Hugo
It always seemed to me that
— May 27, 2010
It always seemed to me that reincarnation is a transfer of all of the influences and energy (good and bad) that one puts out in a lifetime. The catch, is that we are being reincarnated with each breath, and with each interaction with the universe in which some of us rubs off on another, and some of an other is transfered into us.
I guess what this all comes down to is that I think that there is only one soul. Not one for each person, but One. We each represent a little slice of that soul, a small medley of different aspects of it, and these various aspects are constantly being shared and spread and transfered in every interaction.
For that reason, I think that when i die, the only part of me that will necessarily be reborn, is the rippling influence that my life has had on the universe. That being said, i think that the person that I am now is a combination of genes from my parents (which have been molded through every generation of experience leading back to the beginning of the universe or further) and the karmic influences that have been rubbed off on me from other people and things.
Im still very uncertain about this however, so I appreciate you filling me in on your thoughts.
In a way, its almost exciting not to know!
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.” -Albert Einstein
I love ninja's
— May 27, 2010
I'll be a ninja with you Pretty Miss Meg and we'll fight crime or whatever together, Tezcatlipoca style. I can even sew us some cool super suits. We'll be ninjas in style.
In Lak'ech Ala K'in
Ninja suits! That would be
— May 28, 2010
Ninja suits! That would be awesome. Could you please make it stretchy?
“An invasion of armies can be resisted, but not an idea whose time has come.”-Victor Hugo
