First Day Back

I wrote this on Tuesday September 29, 2009.

I really cannot be categorized. I have a lot of different interests. I am a hippie in the sense that I do drugs, and believe in nature. I am a punk/rebel, in the sense that I don't support the government, and believe they have monopolized the world. I am a rapper, in the sense that... I rap. I'm a nerd in the sense that I am knowledgable in technology, and a geek in the sense that I enjoy rpgs and read spiderman. That's five senses right there, and it would seem my sixth sense, is I am a philosopher, and a theorist. I have many theories including the existense of humans, our consciousness, and even the fourth dimension (part four of the four dimensional space/time continuum). And there are many more. I am very spiritual, but I wouldn't be classified as a church going citizen, as I agree with an observation of Carl Jung, an author of many philosophy books: "Religion is poison." This is because, every religion has different beliefs. And every church is partially right and partially wrong. Not only that, L Ron Hubbard said "the quickest way to get rich, is to start a religion." And he started the church of scientology. Have you ever really listened to his story? It's about a bunch of evil aliens being cast down to earth, and their these little invisible ghosts that attach themself to us and make us feel depressed, and sad. And in order for them to rid you of these evil spirits, you have to pay $200, $400, $10 000. I seen some crazy shit. So there was this scientology member, her bank statements show that she had been "donating" thousands of dollars to them. Some payments as high as 20 000 dollars. Then she got very sick and had to be taken to a hospital, but they didn't want her to visit any hospital that didn't have a Doctor that was a scientologist. So they traveled hundreds of miles away to a hospital, and she died. I think they starved her. And then they took the rest of her money. Which was $40 000 I think.

We should really develop our psychic connection. I mean, even rationally, it would make communication a lot easier. Especially in the range department. You'd be able to tell when people are lying. Speech would be obsolete. I believe that the psychic abilities people have are just them being able to connect to the collect unconscious, which is humanities telekenetic projection.

The corporate era has persueded us to close our mind to the collective unconscious, at that time the collective conscious. It is currently called the collective unconscious because it is something unconscious to our minds. And without the connection to the mass mind, people have developed an ego, which requires some sense of self worth. The worth comes as a point based system. Where people will be given points by working at a job. When the points system came along, the focus of our attention was directed into a world of useless material bullshit, which we will spend money which we have worked for. And the fact is, people are content with their lives. The ego is pleased, because they feel proud of their objects, or the amount of money they make (points earned). And so people 'run in circles' their entire lives. They can't imagine a different world.