Dream Journal

Dream Journal
Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I was in the house of a psychic man. I was with a male companion. We watched as different people and spirits walked in and out. There was a man/spirit coming inside- he has his mouth wide open with the sound of an alarm coming out of it. An unnaturally large mouth, with no opening to the esophagus- just a black wall. I laughed at him, my companion and I watched as he walked by us. The psychic said this is something that he had never had to deal with- "something entirely different". Then the spirit man was talking to me, so dark and sinister. He was saying how mundane and idiotic this material existence is – then (like the angel in "Dogma") he unzipped his pants to show me he had no sex organs. I looked deeper into his eyes instead of at his crotch. He meant to do harm, to control, he was very menacing. I looked away from him and began to sing "Mother Mary comforts me- speaking words of Wisdom- let it be..." Then the spirit said something like my hippy song would not save me. I sang more- this time I could hear my male companion singing along with me. "And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me – I invoke Mary- let it be..." Then I told the spirit to look into my eyes- for I knew Mary was with me. Then I woke up.