Process

Nothing really matters except for the moment.

He sits there thinking and thinking. Being. There are a million, billion, trillion ways to go about this process. He has a lot of old writing to start from but he decides to start fresh. And it all spawned from the single thought: why don’t you write a blog?
Everything starts small: seeds sprout and grow into plants, and the plants flower, fruit, and another seed is produced. So I guess I should say, everything is a system.
I heard it said recently that we are doing systems; we don’t do things.
He heard Martin Ball’s Podcast today and things, or systems became clearer. The simple truth was, you are the process. Martin repeated the vibration over and over, to make sure he got it; there was power in his repetition.
Maybe, if he started to write a blog he could become centered in the process. But he already was. He already is.

Amidst the process, he could feel a mystic weight being lifted once he stepped inside himself and acted responsibly; once he was not so critical of himself. This past winter, he was so critical; this reflected in the sentiment he expressed to a friend at dinner: “This past winter season, I noticed more than I ever had before how the season affected me. I just wasn’t motivated. But now that the Spring is here, I feel motivated again.” It was simple. He had gone on a run earlier that nite in prospect park, and he felt inspired, and playful again. He could feel the adrenaline and he was appreciative of his illumined surroundings. He pretended like he was casting and receiving energy currents from the great trees above and the perfect root systems below. Casting thunderbolts, and inciting trees to grow in nanoseconds, he was a god, he imagined. It was for play and amusement, and he felt at home in these childlike ways.

“I’m the type of person that is very scatterbrained. I make these broad sweeping strokes, and sometimes I wake up and forget where I am.” In other words, he lacks focus and concentration on specifics. To be critical, he too often follows his intuition, and he’s changing that. He realizes he’s part of a system and that system is natural creativity: the natural human response. So he’s starting to focus more on urban farming. It can only lead to good.

He remembers another quote that inspired him: “You have to think that were going to win in the long run. Do not be fearful of acting because in the long run, every little increment towards something positive, something good, will reverse a lot of the destruction that’s been waged on humanity and the world.”

And so he is a part of the eternal moment…