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Spark Infinite Light's blog

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speaking to the real me

seeking clarity from a murky past,feeling like i am doomed to always be the outcast...
it hurts soo bad to breathe in the lies,I despise...

understanding the truth within me in something I cannot share...
I searched so far within,I had no Idea what was in there

Now I define my struggle,my victory in this reality...by the way I let myself be...

the truth has set me free...

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I want to believe in forever

and that we are forever here,the one reality that has me locked in your strong arms.
I want to ignore all the hurt,the pain...the daggers that have pierced my heart that came from your sturdy hands.
I want to break down the lies,the stories.give you a play by play commentary on each tear that escaped my hazel eyes...

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a single moment of reflection

waking up to a whole new world,a new way to open my eyes.
I am walking out of the dream,I am walking beyond the nightmare...
I am breathing in the toxicity of my world...I am cleansing it with my spirit...and transmuting the negative vibrations into some thing lighter,to help all sentient beings in all dimensions...

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suicde notes go against loving oaths...

Many moments of once forgotten suicide bring me to get down on my knees ...no longer enjoying the ride...no longer sailing in the breeze...
we have shared victories and defeats...we had flown high while still sitting in our seats...

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Ashstar...command crew

Ashtarcommandcrew.com

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daily challenges, momentary opportunities for growth

These last couple of years have been quite the roller coaster for me.i have been homeless,found out i was pregnant...I have had a son,named Siddhartha, got divorced from my cheating, abusive husband ...moved from Oregon, to California, to Alaska ...then back down to California ...I met my soul mate...turns out I have known him since the summer before sophomore year in high school. ..

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forbidden moments...

I am someone different to many different people.I always let others play the sympathy card,but try to let them see the two way street they trod...

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"Banish the word 'struggle' from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration. We are the ones we have been waiting for." — Hopi elders

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About Me

Bio

I am a mother,a child,a dear friend,perhaps an old enemy...I am a lover who has lots of fight

Skills and talents
I have been gifted with Munay Ki rights...an ancient Incan right..I take responsibility for raising the vibration of Human Consciousness... I also like to oil paint...abstract images of my dream world,the world to come
Interests
enjoying life and the ones I have been blessed with to share this experience... I believe if the People lead the leaders will follow, oil painting
What I'm Reading
Keys of Enoch, Servers of the Divine Plan Spectrum of Consciousness
What I'm Listening To
Opeth,Tool,Conspirituality,Amon Tobin,Matisayu,Blockhead,Mimosa,Flobots... Music with good vibes. . .
Movies I've Seen Recently
Avatar,Baracka,Sin City

Education

High school
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Work

Employer
The OnE
Position
Eyes,ears,nose,mouth,feet,hands...brain...heart....soul