Bio

I have spent my whole life searching for love, trying to understand it. When I was 13 I wrote a 60-page book on love based on advice I would give my middle-school friends in their relationships that worked. When I was 14, I figured out the religious, political and financial systems are corrupt. I discovered things like the Illuminati, the new world order, the end of the world in 2012, but I couldn't piece together this in my mind: If something so beautiful and as seemingly powerful as love can exist, how can something so terrible and dark take over and just wipe it all away? When I was seventeen, in April of 2010, fate happened.

I was the editor of the yearbook at my school, but I had been going through a lot of things like the typical person telling this kind of story: Depression, vitamin deficiencies, stomach ulcers, scabies, even H1N1 for three weeks. The yearbook advisor was a parent volunteer and she knew about everything that was going on. She was concerned, and one day I went to school, and she passed me in the hall way and said, "You know Ryan, I know this might sound a little weird but I've always said that everything is energy. Your body isn't as solid as you think it is, it's just energy." This statement changed my life.

She said she wanted to show me a book called "The Secret" and I said that would be awesome. I went home that day and searched "The Secret"... Well if it's a secret, of COURSE I'm going to download the movie right away. I couldn't wait for the book! After watching this movie I had so many epiphanies and connected so many dots in my life. Finally, the universe was starting to make some sense. I finally had a reason to be alive again. Life isn't a struggle, it's about creation. Create reality and live the adventure. I still remember the anticipation I felt that day of the rest of my life from that point forward. I could not WAIT to see what my life would be like in a year from that point, after pounding this new information into my belief system and perfecting my understanding and utilization of it. I wanted a more detailed understanding of how things worked, and how to REALLY apply this understanding of things as energy, so I started reading book after book after book, which led me down my spiritual path. It became less about how to make stuff happen for me, and more about how to make stuff happen for all of us through me.

So, from that point of awakening, I started meditating nearly every day after April 2010, I became conscious of my eating habits as a result of meditating and started eating more raw foods. After I switched my eating habits I started becoming more sensitive to subtle energies, like the energies of crystals and other dimensions. I started channeling, and have recently discovered that my beliefs have been shifted so much that I can make clouds disappear with my mind... I've experienced so many wonderful synchronicities which fuel the undeniability of what I believe and understand about my world up to now, and I have been absolutely in love with my life since as it has done nothing but shower me with more ways to understand myself. How deep can it get? How deep can we really understand ourselves? I guess we're finding out!!!

Skills and talents

I enjoy channeling a lot. I discovered I could do this about 7 months ago. I would meditate and my head would start to feel like it's inflating, and there would be this buzzing feeling always followed by these blocks of thought which were always very insightful and informative. After I did a guided meditation with YouTube user MagentaPixie2012, I discovered I was in contact with Archangel Michael, and found out through him that it was my destiny to receive divine transmissions and that I should share what I receive, so in a blind attempt to follow my purpose, I am going to start sharing my channelings with everyone on this network!

Interests

channeling, conscious co-creation, contemplation, dancing, Meditation, Metaphysics, reading, Singing, studying

What I'm Reading

Transition Now: Redefining Duality - 2012 and Beyond ... I want to read some Edgar Cayce books next!!

What I'm Listening To

Ambient/space/atmospheric music

Movies I've Seen Recently

I watch a lot of documentaries, the last one being 'What in the World Are They Spraying?' about chemtrails. I don't watch conventional movies very often because to me they're like programming tools, but my recent craving for fantasy movies led me to Harry Potter the other night :P

Websites I'm Into

in5d, Bashar, Lilou Mace - YouTube, MagentaPixie2012 - YouTube, Consciousness Films

Education

High school

JMA Armstrong High School, Salisbury

Additional study

Applying to the University of Metaphysical Sciences in California!!