Gaia Bleeds

Gaia bleeds from the deep wounds and injuries we have caused her, her black blood spills out onto the surface of her skin, it was never ment to be this way, her blood was ment to stay in her body, just as every other flesh and blood creature is designed. We are squeezing every drop of her life-force out of her, bleeding her to death and every living thing chokes in her blood.

She cries, her tears fill the oceans as they rise, she protests, shaking us into some sort of awakening and she vibrates with a powerful resonance that is re-awakening our hearts. Gaia is a conscious living organism just as you or I, she needs us to reclaim our connection with her. No matter how much we abuse and rape her, she will forgive us if we restore our hearts to connect with hers.

This afternoon I walked along the beach and looked out at her ocean of tears. Although I have always felt at one with her when I am in nature, I had never allowed myself to really let go and cry for the connection we as a humanity have lost, I have never cried to plea for her forgiveness for what we have done to her, I have never deeply cried and allowed my heart to just flow with the love that I have for her without the shame, it was too painful.

I gave myself permission to free fall, to completely let go and feel her, to deeply grieve for her and doing so, I felt my body / spirit merge with hers, it was as if I had suddenly melted into her, reuniting on a deeper level with her own spirit. Before this time, I would see humanity as completely parasitic on earth, I saw myself in the same light no matter how I endeavoured to reduce negative impact. I carried the anger and guilt with me always for what we are doing to her.

Now my own personal journey is a choice of filling my life with healing and replacing feelings of pain, anger and guilt with feelings of love and forgiveness; Today I did the same for Gaia, I let those feelings dissolve with my own tears for her, I had a vision of myself as a fetus connected to her, I am her child, we are all her children. We can choose not to see ourselves as parasites, we can choose not to partake in that way of being any longer, we can choose to be her symbiotic guardians. She enveloped me in her love and I was finally a part of her again, I felt so honored to feel this reconnection so profoundly. My body is hers, my feet walk on the dust that I shall become tomorrow . I sat and said my prayers for humanity to honor her and felt peace descend upon me.