Purging the Sickness

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Kali, redeemer of the universe, is calling. I'm dizzy with humanity's fever, sweating with its birth contractions. I'm nauseous with visions of the sufferings of my fellow man...

The bodies of the American masses are primarily composed of carbon from genetically modified corn. Their blood is muddy with pharmaceuticals and toxins. Their minds have been ground down to a stupor having been radiated by cell phone usage then numbed by the incessant flashing lights of the great human consciousness programmer, the television. Their neurons have been fried, blown out, and disabled by MSG, VOCs, vaccines, caffeine, fluoride, chlorine, mercury fillings, aspartame, hydrogenated oils and white flour and sugar. Their natural hormonal flows have been disrupted by plastics, hormonal birth control, and skin care ingredients. Their body surfaces, odors, and hairs have been schlacked with poisonous chemical concoctions, and the glands to release such toxins heave been plugged with aluminum because TV ads made them fear their own sweat. These people have been disconnected from the natural world and their genuine being to be preyed on and perverted by faceless corporations hell-bent on making greater and greater profits in a rat race based on the delusion that happiness will come as soon as enough electronic digits are safely nestled in a bank account that is tied to the number code assigned the day they were born. The suppression of these people's true soul consciousness most likely began at birth, where their consciousness was numbed out by anesthetics in between dominating throttles of pitosin's artificial hormone blasts. And should any one of these factory farmed individuals speak up to say that they feel out of balance, that they are having an unpleasant emotional reaction to their world, they are told their brain is incorrectly functioning and thus pumped strings of different pharmaceuticals so they may correctly numb out and continue their menial toil to ensure the world continues functioning the same way until the planet is completely ravaged, or whatever plans for Great Mother Gaia the ruling few have in store.

I want to puke it out. All this suffering, it's like a bacteria swarming. I want to puke it out and make for something new. I want redemption of the soul and then to plant its seeds. I want transformation of this world to a tribal beat.

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Salt

"I want to puke it out. All this suffering, it's like a bacteria swarming. I want to puke it out and make for something new. I want redemption of the soul and then to plant its seeds. I want transformation of this world to a tribal beat."

What do i do with all this suffering the student asked his guru... the guru gave his student a hand full of salt and placed in a glass of water.
"how does it taste?'
"bitter!" the student said...
The guru then gave his student a fist full of salt and walked him down to the lake.
"place your salt in the lake."
The student placed his salt in the lake and then was instructed by hi s guru to drink from the lake.
"How does it taste?" the guru asked.
"fresh."
"this is what you are to do with the suffering."

I love that story,....

 http://changaya.blogspot.com

Then there is there is the

Then there is there is the path of shiva the blue throat... transmuting all of the poisons into medicines. After years of working in the purgative traditions i got to the point where i couldnt help but feel i was giving the earth mother even more of my pollution. at that point i decided that what I was given that made me sick was a gift... and I would transform into a gift i could give others.

 http://changaya.blogspot.com

Thank you for sharing the music

I've added it to my collection of music that fellow evolvers have turned me on to. This is like the sound of worlds that beat in my veins too. It's interesting that you write about the visceral experience of compassion so, mmm, viscerally. A strong theme with me over the past month has been feeling eviscerated by the oil spill. No one can see this wound i feel so keenly. It's in my belly, on the left side, around my beltline. I can't decide whether it's above or below my belt because it's so deep, but there is invisible black stuff pouring out and out and out... healing has definitely moved into the action potential stage.

My hair is shorter than it's ever been in my life, and my family "likes" how it looks on me. I'm not sure how to feel about that. They do know it's on it's way to the gulf though. Truly, it's the least I can do.

That's a very good story Chen Cho. I like it a lot. But it's about salt in the lake, not oil in the ocean. I don't think we've ever been here before. I'm very glad we can be here together though.

thank you for the reflections

Chen Cho Dorge - Thank you for the wisdom of what to do with suffering. It reminds me that my suffering is but a drop in the sea of the infinite. Although in my darker moments my pains can appear to be in vain, I know they are in the process of alcehmizing into gifts. All this struggle of living, it is the depth of the colors of life, it is the feeling of the density of flesh. In this perspective I can too see that my wounds are gifts. Someone told me that in some cultures vomit is viewed as a spiritual offering. So although I would prefer to write when my spiritual processes have reached more completion, what I can donate now is the truth of my experience of the boiling of transformation.

Sky Harmony - "Destroy your cell phones, throw away your television, burn your money, quit your job, grow gardens, build communities, touch the earth, live free, reclaim divine destiny." Yes, yes! I know I'm not riding this wave alone. I'll sing to your drums and the music can soothe Babylon's crash.

River - I love that song, it sings in my head sometimes when stagnant energies are being opened and freed at last. The oil "spill" has been hanging on me greatly. I alternate from feeling rage and pain to numb resignation to some allowing everything to happen, trusting, knowing all is infinite, and forgiveness of BP through forgiveness of myself which ignorantly causes pain. Mostly I think about the dolphins, though, because I know they are so sentient. I feel like the oil catastrophe is some tipping point. Mm, maybe I will send my hair down as well. I have been yearning to cut my hair, though I feel I am actually yearning to cut it after some rite of passage experience, as that is how I remember it being done in some tribal past life where the cutting of the hair signified a sacrifice of the old self.

"Push on 'til the day." - Trey Anastasio

Ive learned a lot from those

Ive learned a lot from those purging traditions... and one of the things that I have learned as well is that you can energetically just move and ground that energy by learning to work with your energy. The physically vomiting is not really necessary.

 http://changaya.blogspot.com

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