braindead

It occured to me today that I am feeling progressively braindead.

I remember a time when I was on top of it, I mean, I could answer every trivia question, manage and multitask to the extreme, beat any 6th grader in a spelling bee. I'm not sure where it went all wrong, it seems like one day I just woke up minus a million brain cells. It's taking EVERYTHING for me to even string these sentances together.......

Is it just me or does anyone else feel like they aren't as smart as they used to be? I understand that there are various theories regarding the shift and eliminating information that we used to store in order to keep up to the accelerated conciousness, but I feel like it is becoming more difficult to communicate and express myself like I used to. I have been really reluctant to write here due to that fact. I used to be able to read people at the speed of light & be able to adjust my personality to make them feel comfortable. I used to be able to have something to discuss with anyone, but now, it's like trying to stretch the toughest rubber band to come up with anything remotely intelligent to say. I am getting tired of talking about the weather and what horrible TV show was on last night. It seems like I have absolutley nothing in common with anyone. It certainly makes it difficult to connect and inspire my fellow brothers and sisters on this planet.

As much as I would like to use flowery, descriptions and wonderfully creative imagery for this blog, I seem increasingly determined to state the obvious. Just feeling limited in an unlimited world.

I just watched an interview with Jerry Wills this evening, I stumbled across it & did not know who he was until today. I had no idea that he was an extraterrestrial living on our planet ( I am obviously not as evolved as I thought) and it was quite interesting until he came to the point in the interview where he figures, from his observations, that we, as a society, have chosen fear over positivity time and time again. He believes that we might be on the wrong path because of these choices unless we actively start moving away from fear and start to personally set a template of joy and kindness for our fellow man. It appears that this old message has still elluded us! I was actually pretty upset after hearing that. It doesn't matter whether you believe him or not, his message was valid and something we have heard time and time again. It didn't help the fact that I still feel braindead.

I certainly don't feel like I used to and I'm not sure if I like the 'new' me. Am I alone in feeling like this? Do you feel like you are slowing down when everything else is racing past you? Are you less tolerant of things that would have never bothered you before? Do you feel like you don't know where you fit anymore?

I'm sure there are many, MANY people who are feeling the same, I would love to hear how you are managing through all of this at the moment....

Thanks for allowing me to ramble!

Peace,
~ Lisa