Stream of conciouness 1 - It's how I write.
posted by stiffsock | April 23, 2009
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Icerocketi am so aggrivatted there is just too much on the web and none of it really exites me anymore i remember how when i was younger like in middle school and high school back in the days before myspace and all that jazz how exited and inthralled i would get with each and every new toy i sortta wish i still had that same enthusiasim for the twitters facebooks and such of today truth is it all just bores me it seems so meaningless and empty maybe it is because i am not sure what i am looking for but i am uncomfortable with just looking i always feel like i should be doing something or working towards some goal i don't know why i feel this way i have a pretty good idea it is society and the environment that we live in that instills a restlessness in us so that we may be "productive human resources" to both our companies and our families yadda yadda i feel like that essence of who we are is completely unnatural and is a large part of what builds the wall that blocks us from understanding the 10,000 things i guess what i need to do is decide just what reality i am going to decide on where in this universe i want to spend my next few years
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Well to some extent I do
— Jun 19, 2009
Well to some extent I do think its part of our nature to want to be productive, to wanna materialize our goals/ dreams---I think that is part of human nature, and we have saddnes when we don't create. Or boredome or lethargy. I think the bigger problem is that society has not provided us with with the thinking, the skills, the mechanisms in which to be truly be creativie---to channel these energies. We are these beings with SO much to offer and the world that we live in has done very little to provide us with the space to offer it or the ways---or the the trust in our selves to do it. Or like you said we see this big example of what it is to be productive and we identify with business man, or like working at some place that we call work but it is the most misapropriated word ever--when these places we call work have nothing to do with a work--they have to do with an errand, a chore-- a dead lifeless chore that provides an income so we can eatsleepshitandfuck.... So yeah when we identify being productive with that sort of world then we judge our selves for wanting, feeling this natural impulse to be "productive" in other ways.
Its funny one time I was shrooming and we cleaned my friend house and it made so much sense.
