Hello everyone,

For today, I have just noticed what a dark place I have been in. I even went as far as to perceive it as a happy place. A content isolation from my fellow beings with as little interaction as possible.

It took a simple article about a study with mushrooms to realize this. To realize how closed minded I've become and how in every aspect of life it hurts my abilities.

Recently I have been reading the book "Spiritual Enlightenment the Damnedest Thing" and have been realizing a lot about myself and about our society. What is happening right now is the ego of humanity has taken over, we are: possessive, greedy, constantly hungry and always searching for some thing better. These all lie well suiting in the category of ego.

Last night in my dreams, I was met by a familiar face. Her name is Kufunya and she resides in the Eastern Western Living store in New York City (Which I recommend anyone living in the New York City area or just happen to be there to check it out it is awesome). She greeted me and told me some things about myself. When I asked how she knew, she stated that Arc Angel Adrian told her.

As of late, like our mother earth, I have fallen into a pattern of chaos. I seem to get stuck in my thoughts, falling into self destructive moods and dwelling on what certainly does not matter at all to my being. It is inflicting my every day life some times so much that I do not have thoughts about any object, idea or event. It is just the solemn silence of my own mind.