Not much of a blogger?

I don't blog much..I started one a while ago somewhere else but it's been forever since my last post. Here..I'm not doing so well either..but today Imma give er a go.

I'm just gonna put a few things out there..

This morning I closed my eyes and will all of my being said to myself ( in my head ) I want to see...not with my eyes but with
all my being..I want to really see. As the regular distortions
of light and shadow did their dance I had a thought bubble up
on the richness of this organic experience we call life and how
beautiful it is..how tragic it can be..all the things we are a part
of...I became humble and thankful all at once...
Suddenly the colorful blobs of light formed a coherence and I found myself looking down on what appeared to be a stream..it wasn't vague or a picture I'd come up with..I was REALLY staring
down at water..I could see light reflecting off. I was consciousness shifting and allowing without chatter..a new reality to materialize before me.

This all seemed to coalesce in a moment and suddenly I began to
shake! It felt like magnetic energy surged through my entire body as it began to writhe and contort and an incredible energy rose through me and blasted out of the center of my forehead..I'm guessing the third eye as that's what it felt like.

My body then began to dance very elegantly in a way unbeknownst to me. It had a rather feminine quality to it.
All the while, faint orchestral music played in the distance.

These things have occurred with growing intensity for around 10 yrs now with the last few being much more incredible.

It feels like something else controlling my body. Like magnetized
energetic forces come through me and put me into all sorts of crazy positions. At one point my arms flew to the sides, outspread and fingers splayed as intense waves of energy ( that feels incredibly good mind you ) course through me and out my finger tips.

It happens when I experience true thought..thought without words.

Am alone in this..super intense cosmic union?

It's hard to write about but part of me wants to know if anyone out there can assist me in knowing what to do with it or if it happens to others.

I don't practice yoga but I do practice trying to understand the nature of it all and my place within it. My main priority in life is to understand that which binds me in order to be free of the self induced shackles we wear.

Anyway, If anyone out there reads this and it strikes a chord, please share your experiences with me.

Ciao for now

T0