The Human Organism

Eternity revealed itself. I stood in Ron's kitchen, the thought spinning wildly in my mind. It slipped slowly deeper into the realm of the fantastic, a spinning soup of spiraling shapes and colors revealing the one truth of our fractal past. Our fractal past revealed in the unicellular dimension--our bodies the macro created of the micro-- reformed and perfected in the image of the Infinite One-ness of the alpha and omega.

Millions upon millions of lifetimes ago, the spark of life was blessed upon our star and it's satellites. The Sun it became called by later forms of primitive self-awareness. Stepping back a few more eternities, the film of time evolved in the slowly steadying expansion of the universe, a mirror for the reflection of a lifetime of universal evolutions, each a parent of the last, birthing from within the womb of consciousness, the Source of life eternal. Within that film of remnant ether, the gravity well spun carefully into a beautiful sequence of orbits later named the nine planets of the same Sun.

Inside the first four collected the heavy metals from the gate that had opened in the Solar core, the fourth became a collection of heavy metals and asteroid fragments belting the boundary of all the gaseous globes some with their own planets and moons for further exploration.

I stood there in the kitchen staring at my hand remembering the infinite smallness of the electron, the proton, neutron, and nucleus, a core for energy containing the eternal spirals of attraction, where love is born among elements, arranged in carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen, hydrogen, and phosphorous spiderwebs and flavored gingerly with a dash of sulfur. In the few billions of years before this moment, the webs became membranes, and cells filled with a nucleus running the scripts for metabolism, each harmonious with its neighbors created with their sole purpose in the world they live in, a specialized fabric of organic life support connecting the two ends of a digestive tube blessed with every organ system under the Sun.

I followed the fingernail into the skin of my finger, the little nucleus in each pumping orders into the mitochondria, rummaging through DNA instructions feeding, connection, delivering blood to the skin and sending it back through the heart and lungs, into my brain--my own nucleus--that had become totally conscious of the shape of my self, my forever changing body covered with the fabric of my evolved form. From eukaryote to super-organism, I was repackaging my DNA for a new awakening of consciousness, a fountain of freedom being born within me, my life soaring through the infinite brilliance of all that is and was, the beginning and the end, the alpha and the omega.

I was self-aware of me, the Human Organism at my core and my toes split from their former forms, through fins, claws, expanding into the future, when they don't need anything more than a simple five-nubbed memory and the need for chasing or herding our measure of life as shepherds for the others, the ones that put us here in our current form. Could it be that they are watching me realize the happiness of my freedom, my awakening of my perfect formless within-ness?

I step away and the world goes adrift with all the incredible visual noise of the inner wind. I soar out through the roof, and fly far into the night air noticing the billions of pin-holes dotting the night sky, each its own nucleus with its own universe. Standing there in the kitchen, with my mind far out to sea awash in the ocean of chaos, I look back upon the herds of humanity, the waves of human subjects, flocking across the planet by wind, wave, and river, over land high and low and I see all the cells of a greater organism co-creating one another, frozen in an instant of space-time spread unto them as momentary visions of ultimate reality caste into their minds as the imagination, each crowding its place at the round table, a pie filled with the cosmic eternal consciousness.

In the middle of this, I stand, in a kitchen hurling through space at 1,325.267 km/hr at my San Francisco longitude--life coursing through my veins in the deepest veil of mistaken identity I have come to ever know. A speck on the blue marble cast haplessly into the ether, I awaken and I am an infinite organism made real by the unity of love re-organized through the many layers into the mind, body, and spirit, but ultimately crafted into a larger cell self indulgent and eager to create status and pillage the nature of Nature for gain above all in this my dominion of Earth. But lo how mistaken I am as I fall from grace unto the cold stone floor of reality, weakening my upper hand by denying myself the spoils of bounty, instead taking only what I need not what I grant myself the right to receive...

And from here I see the trees marching upon the land toward the ocean through the grass, an army of seed laden soldiers bearing the fruit of survival, a life without mistakes, unshaken by the wind or storm and sea, forever assembling the carbon minerals into fractal temples that touch the sky preparing for us the next dominion of survival, a new generation of the evolved designed to appreciate its towering humanity through the collapse and rebirthing of a phoenix rising from the ashes of its own pillaging ruinous self-indulgence, carried only by the loving pulses of organic energy unto sandy shores, a water birth upon the creative energy flowing from the Sun to the Earth in the endless cycle of the consciousness reborn and renamed an evolutionary marvel, homo sapiens luminus.

A new generation of evolved extra-terrestrial is born and we inch closer to the nucleus of a new dawn where our voices are heard by the trees and theirs by us, the ones that glide upon the waters of eternity, riding the waves of organic growth, blooming in the spring of eternity as the doors to the kingdom begin to open, revealing the truth of our origins as a long time investment, servants to our evolutionary cycle, now capable of becoming self aware in the last phases of our macro-organismic adolescence.

Inside the angels of the apocalypse, the revelation of our lives, and the code of our final judgment unfolds as we caste our selves into the final throes of eternity, capable of enduring and surpassing all that we ever thought conceivable. The light of the living flame of forgiveness shines through the love in our hearts, and we are reborn as One in the image of all God the Source the One, the force of life manifest in our fractal power, in this kitchen, through the universe, our journey into space, and again into this memory you already know.

We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as DEATH and LIFE is the IMAGINATION OF OUR INNERMOST SELF, our deepest fears and brightest hopes, all manifest in one vision co created by the world we allow ourselves the freedom to invent. And the positive energy is maintained throughout life as a fabric of consciousness capable of evaporating the undefeat-able rule of universal entropic space.

And we are the children of a god eternal, the human organism.

We talk to trees our feet are the Earth and our voice is that of Nature. And I see that i was born into that realm, I walked the path of man, and have returned in my youth to the place I'd been born as a burden of my rediscovery of the gifts of eternity within.