Creating positive creations!
posted by Transcend_Reality | December 5, 2009
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IcerocketI have lost the inspiration to write this very blog. I have sat here for well over a half hour typing and deleting. I am at a loss of words due to the battle raging within myself. I know to be true, positive thinking is the key. Yet, while somewhere deep in the crevasse's of my inner working partially unconscious brain negative thoughts are beaming through. I have usually been a strong person able to fight ridiculous ideas away. The truth is that I my heart feels like a caged bird ready to feel freedom once again. My conscious thoughts tell me I have the key to unlock at any moment but logic sets in and says to wait.
What is logic anyways?
By definition it is the system of valid reasoning, but who is to say what is valid or not? This all boils back to creating my own personal reality and what I am willing to work towards as of the moment.
While my soul sits patiently ready to fly away, it also says to wait and time will make my own victory sweeter. To a realist, I have no options at this point-But I've never been a realist either, ha!
In order to live a life that one dreams of you must get off your ass and do something along with thinking positively and purging all of the negativity. Without releasing the stress, one will fail. This may come off as something other than it is, so yes, it is me making validation for my own thoughts--Everyone needs validation Haha!
This blog may give off a negative vibe, but in order for me to recollect my patience I must purge. I am determined to make it through this, I am also aware that I am a strong willed individual and will not sink or swim, I will Fly. So here's to my extra available time to evolve with fellow evolvers! Thank you all for making me feel sane in a crazy world :)
Comments
not negative, yes positive
— Dec 05, 2009
I love your title. What was the original blog intended to be about?
I enjoyed the sincerity and can relate to your feelings, at which point I like to stop thinking and start singing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaNSRA6sKds
Let's do some Conscious Science!
Twilight zone, Ha!
— Dec 05, 2009
I love Matisyahu! Thank you for sharing that with me. My initial blog was going to be about all of the synchronicities that have shaped my life to where it currently is now. My partner and I had sold 90% of our belongings and down sized into the house I am currently in so we can eventually go off grid and live sustainable with Mother Earth. We recently went on vacation to get a taste of what this life would be like, when we got back my partner lost his job and he is now living where we had gone on vacation while I am waiting to join him so I can put in notices to work and our land-lord. So here I sit, meditating on the synchronicities wishing I would drop it all and leave already. It's like I stepped back into the twilight zone because everything is different now that I got back from vacation and my partner has already started the journey. I long to be living in harmony with nature, yet I am still confined to this box we call home. All I can think to prolong my anxiety to be there is that once I get through this I will feel a huge amount of accomplishment to have successfully finished everything I needed to and to be at my desired location---Back to the land. After 8 weeks I will be starting the steps needed to build my own small home ( with my own hands), working to buy solar panels, and working in a garden.
We are the guardians of this world, I intend to make it that way for myself anyways.
"The Tunnel"
— Dec 06, 2009
Haha, I like that..."The tunnel," because that is what it feels like haha! It has taken many steps to get to where I am now, so I realize it all takes time. In truth, I think the 8 weeks of waiting and putting a conclusion to where I am now will make everything better, sometimes I just get to where I think " Ahh c'mon Mom! Are we there yet?" Haha thats the best way I can describe it. Thanks again and I will keep you posted :)
Peace and love,
Alex
Picture
— Dec 07, 2009
"And so it was revealed to me, that god is not a male person at all, verily she is not even a grownup. The goddess of goddesses is a little girl, so small indeed, she does not grow a single hair between her holy and virginal legs..."
Reminds me of mountain caves in India...
