these "tests" they come in waves, and each time im given a choice. how I react, what I feel, what i project, these are my answers...i will not be lost within reacquiring cycles, i will nurture this moment, my soul, and body. i will follow the flow of my creation, this life, and how i experience it. I AM

she's a warrior child
armed with humanity
she's holds the stone
that brings her to see
the dark water tales
come alive in waves
crashing over her light
and drowning the flame
wrapped up in loss
choked by worry
she takes another breath
into her lungs she expands
and contracts the emptiness
its gone in a familiar smile
she wears it like a present
on no particular morning

so i have been interested in the maya for a while now...but i recently started reading into mayan astrology...its quite interesting and i recommend you take a look for yourself.
http://www.tortuga.com/ they offer a bunch of good credible information, and they have a link to decode your birthday and discover your mayan "signature"
from experience what i recomend doing from this point is:

i feel like a blank page colored by intention....but how can i create this picture in the back of my head? how do i get from A to Z? i intend for feelings of love and joy, creativity, and shared experience. i want to be a part of something... i want a community... its easy to feel like an outsider, when you try to live from within.

i am here to give light to you. you are here to move and reflect this light. in-turn we move together and are moved by one-another. you are here to give light, i am here to reflect it. we will shine together and all will be forgotten. welcome starlight beginnings and old world endings. welcome the stage of our conception, welcome home your good intentions. i see you, the i under a pupils glow.

i lost a best friend this last summer... for the longest time i held back my emotions but like a wave they have come back haunting me. loosing someone you love is never easy, even when you know their somewhere beautiful, its hard to see their dreams, and passions lay dormant on our plane of existence.

the life giving father, the heavenly explosion of fiery love that pulls all life into its adoring light, pulses in the rhythm of the most high. the creating creation star balances in the center of our cosmic body system. paralleled in every sentient life the same power and glow creates this vessel of our experience.

day to day passes like moment to moment and with each new breath the voice within gets louder and louder. It began with a whisper that i followed and led me to a path of beauty and righteousness, the path i walk now continues to grow and expand and every moment is a new opportunity to work with i self and nature. i continue to learn and discover, explore and experience.